I am so unhappy. I have been unhappy, increasingly, for a while now. It seems like everything is bland and nothing means anything anymore.

I just want to be happy. It almost feels like I've forgotten how.

Even Josh noticed that I was different.

On a brighter note.....Wal-Mart has a shirt with a sparkly J on it that says "J is for Jesus"

I need to spend time with someone who barely knows me. Who knows maybe a little of the surface. I need to spend a day with them, talking and confiding and creating myself from scratch from the sediment piled in my core ( Read more... )

I think livejournal may just be officially dead. Almost anyways ( Read more... )

Few things make me happier than the hardcore Throwdown version of "Baby Got Back". It's just so damn hot and tres amusant ( Read more... )

I feel like living. I feel like falling in love again. I want to fall in love again. I want him to care and to make me feel beautiful in every way. I want him to tell me that I'm beautiful, and mean it. I want him to fall in love with me so we can fall under that stupid, hazy emotion that will press us close and keep us smiling, crying, feeling ( Read more... )

Wheeeeeeeeeee! I swear this was the longest week I've had in a long time. I'm so glad that it's finally the weekend ( Read more... )

Hmm. There's not really much for me to talk about. But I guess I'll try. I remember the good old days when we all wrote on this damn site about three times per day. Now I'm lucky to write once every two or three ( Read more... )

I think I give up. There really are no decent guys for me out there right now. I cannot find the companionship I've been dying for. It seems like no boy is worth falling for anymore. Chivalry is dead. I always end up being treated like shit or taken for granted ( Read more... )

Your World ViewYou are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content ( Read more... )

Well, got our lovely progress reports today. I have a 100% in US History, but a 64% in pre-calculus ( Read more... )