they officially moved my mother to the psych ward this afternoon. I went to visit after work. It's really scary there.

Today was an unbelievably shitty day.

my dad did it this time. they were supposed to bring her in to see her specialist or whatever yesterday morning. the appointment was for 9 but he couldn't get her under control and they didn't end up leaving the house until 9:45. when they got her home she was all agitated and trying to tell them to leave her alone and that everything was wrong ( Read more... )

she was still agitated when I got there. my grandfather and my mum's best friend were at the hospital and she was asking for me so they let me in. she's just so sick of being out of her own control. I think her condition is psychological but the rest of my family seems convinced she's got something going on in her brain and that maybe there's a ( Read more... )

my mother was admitted to the hospital this afternoon after she basically went ballistic at my grandmother's ( Read more... )

because some people ask sometimes. and sometimes i just need to write it down ( Read more... )

nothing. she had a heart monitor on last week to try to catch the activity that occurs during a seizure. she didn't say anything to me about it which means that if she had one they still don't know why ( Read more... )

it's just gross.

in addition to the amazing regenerating spleens after having her latest transfusion she was confused and lost her short term memory again.
currently she's in toronto with my father and sister cos my brother in law's overseas this week for work.

some of you might have heard this already ( Read more... )

like a bird, on a wire _ like a drunk, in a midnight choir _ I have tried, in my way _ to be free


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