i hate when i think i've reached happiness and then i wake up and realize that it was all just a figment of my immagination. i mean i have things to be happy about,i love my friends and everything, but im not happy. and im so sick of not being happy. i see all these people that are just smiling and laughing and care free, and i have my moments ( Read more... )

i hate when i think i've reached happiness and then i wake up and realize that it was all just a figment of my immagination. i mean i have things to be happy about,i love my friends and everything, but im not happy. and im so sick of not being happy. i see all these people that are just smiling and laughing and care free, and i have my moments ( Read more... )

i dont really know whats going on with me right now. Ive just been in a really sad and depressed mood for the past few days. All the problems -past and present that ive been having. and thats not good, i shouldnt be dwelling on all these sad things but i just cant stop thinking about them for some reason. i wish i could just forget about all the ( Read more... )

yeah, i know its been awhile again.. so this will probably be a long one ( Read more... )

as my friends so kindly informed me last time i updated, i have a boring life. sooo this is most likely going to be just as broing as the lsat thing i wrote. so at least i warned you this time ( Read more... )

apparently some people want me to update my journal lol.. so here we go ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday dear DENNNNNNNTTTTTIIIIIIIIIFRIIIIIEEECCCCEEEEE, happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy sweet sixteen my beautiful fish!

right--so being grounded sucks my ass. it doesnt help that my mom doesnt really knwo how to discipline so instead of giving like 1 punishment, seh gives liek 10. My final choice of punishment was to etiher be grounded for 2 weeks, or be groudned for 1 week and clean the whole house. so i chose the 2nd one. but being grounded to my mom doesnt just ( Read more... )

humm....wow! thats what i gotta say. Carrie i couldnt pick out a better best friend than you. You make me smile, laugh and feel good about myself. I dont want you to feel guilty about our break up. Iam glad you told me this because its good to be open and tell how you feel. Yes iam in love w/ this amazing girl (Alex) she reminds me of you. Alex ( Read more... )

fucking _ _ _ _ sucks!!!!!!!!! him and his stupid gf and "in love" awww how cute. ughh FUCK ME! dammit

wild bills tomorrow is gunna be very exciting. because im gunna get out all my frustrations and its going to be awesome. me, vanessa, kate, kates bald mustard, ena and her friends, and whoever else is coming. its going to be awesome.