I have so much to do...

Who is a procrastinator, yeah thats right.... c'est moi, bitch....

Geez.... I hate work...

FRABJUOUS......................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No.........

EXCEPTIONAL....................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, indeed....

Alright...

:: Clears throat ::

I guess I am okay now. You know I had my little shit fit, or pity party and everything is okay now. Alright, delig-- ... .... ....... wait, I need a new word. Ryan said delight was getting old so I think I will do everyone and myself a favor and choose a fresh new word.

Okay, ummm....

:: Gets Thesarus ::

Gladness ( Read more... )

I am going to open by saying....

I MISS EMILY...

Alrighty, now that that is out in the open, :: sigh :: let's talk about how listlessly horrible today was...

Why is it, that I feel like crying all the time now. No. I am supposed to be strong. I am suppose to be the one that has it all "togther." But I can get my shit together when everything ( Read more... )

Whenever we have a party, (like right now) My step-mother always has the piano play by itself...

It fucking makes me sick.

I want to smash the fucking piano witha hammer...

I want to play that fucking good.

Fuck piano...

With each weekend that goes by, I feel like I am becoming more and more distant from the world in general. I spend all my time wishing that I had something to do or someone to do thinds with... The sad thing about it is that I have come to accept that fact that I am alone and I try to make the best of it. But... really, there is only so much that ( Read more... )

All day... I am alone...

All week... I am alone...

Come Friday nights I am.... (Can we sense a pattern?)

Alone.

I truly feel I am being accurate when I state,

No matter what I say,

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"Let's start small, but awesome."

- Nikki (Yes... the pornstar) Daskalakas

Well said Nikki, well said my dear... (Dear? who the fuck says this? lol)

My stepgrandmother, at this moment in time, is singing the words to a spanish soap opera on the television and dancing with a broom, around the kitchen... Seriously though, like, I don't ( Read more... )

Last night, well, let me tell you, was.... hoo...

I did not go to bed until 4:27am, I listened to wicked all night long and did my research paper for Mr. Nava's class. The Halleluah chorus was playing in my head as I turned it in. I felt so proud that I dedicated myself. But, really... never again... in my life. Just to help myself focus, I took ( Read more... )

Today was interesting,

Developing pictures for Mr. Damascus was the highlight of my day. I don't know what it is about developing pictures, watching them appear when you put the paper in the developer is really neat to me, magic even. (Even though I know how it really happens which is a long story that I won't get into right now because I feel like ( Read more... )