All i can do now is write to let out my emotions because if i keep them in any longer i am going to explode so sorry for the depressing writing.....

Love beyond reach

Wish beyond
The stars above
Dreaming of
The bliss of
something called love
It's felt within
Inside your heart
Deteriorating
Ripping apart
Restricted and helpless
In the chains of hell
but ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU AND GO DIE U THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER FIND OUT.......NICE TO CATCH THAT BULLSHYT LIE AND OMG UR SUCH A GOD DAMN BITCH....

and no this isnt about who u think it is ....just to clear that up

Eeeek.. I heard that lovely voice that I love to hear today... It was really weird though > Ill update later

It feels so good to be single. since I have broken up with "HER" i have had so much fuckin fun.  But i dont understand the harshness. but w/e if that makes her feel better thats awesome. more power to her lol. just i want to know y i was boitch at so much when i thought something and the bitching was unstopable lol w.e. let her believe w/e the fuck ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY GOOD BYE 05 HELLO 06

well today i had a rather awesome day at skool so slack cus yeah mid terms are tomorrow *bites nails* and i have no fuckin clue what i am doing but w/e yeah today was awesome the only bad thing is that jami didnt come to skool today but i rather her be home relaxing if she feels bad well laterz people

well today has been a fair day nobody to skip with only mark but still fun as fuck we are sitting here bored as fuck and if this kid doesnt stop looking at me hard i will fuckin stick him in the face that dumb little bitch lol well i g2g laterz

meanings

I wish I knew
I wish I could see
If I mean to you
What you mean to me
My feelings I keep locked so deep inside
In fear if I tell them you'll run far and hide
I want to feel you and hold you so close
To let you know it's you I need most
I want to know how you feel
And yet I can't see
If I mean to you
What you mean to me

Being next to you is where I love to be ( Read more... )

omfg another sleepless night how fucking nice 3 days 1 hour of sleep i feel like i havent sleep in like a fucking year damn im gonna sleep like a baby today it all started because jahmirca was to tired and she knocked the fuck out and i couldnt go to sleep how sad, on other hand the dolphins suck ass royaly, ( Read more... )