Pretty much, camping was a blast. I really liked it.  I need to stop getting so upset about the things he does.. Or atleast ranting them out.  Ok, so no I don't.. But, I could atleast try doing private entries.. Haha.  Whatever.

Some people hated camping.  Some people liked it more than I did. But, I definately want to do it again.  When it's a ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor, today.  That was a blast.  First of all, it rained all the way down there.  I despise driving in the rain!  I would rather stay home all day.  But, unfortunately, today, that wasn't an option.  Anyways, due to dropping Logan off at the airport this morning and Colleen insisting on herself being taken home before I, I was ( Read more... )

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish ( Read more... )

It's so hard to slow down, once you've gone so far

Rian leaves tomorrow for a week. That's kinda lame. But, it will give me time to re-sort things out. And, I'm curious to see if he misses me.

He's so confusing and complicated and so onHe is right. I do still think the way I did. I think. Well, sometimes. Damnit ( Read more... )

So, seriously, I am really happy. I don't know how to explain it...but, I think I actually believe him now.  Last night, we talked about alot of different things.  He opened up, in a sense...well, as much as he knows how to...   Which is sad, sort of.  Ok, well, it is sad.  He asked me to try and make it work.  We talked about everything, since I ( Read more... )

Whar's wrong?

Nothing...honestly.

No, seriously, please tell me what's wrong..

Well, c'mon, you know what's wrong.

I really don't. Please tell me.

You know it bothers me that we makeout and such...and we aren't going out...

Um, well, I think it's kind of elementary to "ask someout out"...I thought we were good, until you just said that.  See, I thought I ( Read more... )

And, then he actually called...

"Mmm, I can't get hurt again. Like, I really just could not handle that..."

"I have no intention on hurting you."

"Um, ok...and don't say you're going to call, if you don't plan on calling...  That actually pisses me off..."

"Ok, when do you get off work, tomorrow? ______  I'll call you after three, ok?"

"Um, ok."

Kiss, hug, and out the door.

So, I ( Read more... )

Well, I did tonight in the A-whole pretty hard.  Good going there, Trixie.  I, uh, should have explained myself better, and I feel really bad that I didn't.  Ok, I should have explained myself, some.  I was all weird and then I didn't tell him why.  I feel so bad.  Ron B'd me out for that one.  *sigh* Tomorrow. I promise that tomorrow I will ( Read more... )

So, yeah, tonight was good, I guess....but, not in the overall, basically.

Yesterday, I was freaking out because you made me feel happy and like a girl.  And, I do not like feeling like that.  And, today, it doesn't matter, because you've retired it and it's gone too far.  And, I just don't think I care anymore.

....if that made any sense.