Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
This sucks hardcore. My throat feels like it has rows of nails constantly stabbing at it. Then, it feels like little gnomes are in there hammering, tearing, and biting at my already sore flesh. Why does this have to happen, especially when I have to do all my finals? I hate life today.