i know that you miss me. i know that you regret this every day of your life. and it's sad because i miss you too, and if you weren't being such a dick, we wouldn't have to miss each other at all.
i know exactly how you feel. i miss my ex. we were together all day everyday for two years and then he tried to kill me. i'm wrong to miss him because of what he did but if only he didn't drink so much and if only he didn't do such a stupid thing and if only i hadn't called the police then we could be together. i think he misses me too. but it's so hard to tell.
i'm sure he does miss you. it's really hard to get over long relationships like that, especially when they're just ripped away from you. i ended up talking to my ex after this post, after like 2 weeks since we broke up, about some money he owes me.. and i was finally able to say what was on my mind since we broke up. i thought that was what i needed for closure but it has just made this even harder. i kind of wish i just stayed angry and mad because it would have been much harder to forgive him than it is now. he told me that it was really hard for him and that he misses me too, but we can't see each other, so knowing that information is kind of just a tease, you know? bleh.
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