I miss you John. I miss the random, funny things you'd send without any warning and then the song quotes you'd just burst out with because you got the urge. You gave me an option to be your friend as we had been before and at the time I was too angry, stubborn, and hurt to accept.
The fact is not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hear a song on the radio and I wonder if you'd like it or if you've ever even heard it. Hell I even bought a spanish book I saw in the store for no reason other than it made me think of you.
If the offer still stands, John I'd like to take it. Even though it's mean random conversations here and there with possibly very little to discuss...I really don't care, I'll take it. I'd like to finally stop thinking to myself 'Oh I wonder if John would like this..." or "Oh I should tell John about that!" Only to remember that...I can't.
Not sure if I should email this or leave it as a comment on lj. I am going to do both just in case.
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The fact is not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hear a song on the radio and I wonder if you'd like it or if you've ever even heard it. Hell I even bought a spanish book I saw in the store for no reason other than it made me think of you.
If the offer still stands, John I'd like to take it. Even though it's mean random conversations here and there with possibly very little to discuss...I really don't care, I'll take it. I'd like to finally stop thinking to myself 'Oh I wonder if John would like this..." or "Oh I should tell John about that!" Only to remember that...I can't.
Not sure if I should email this or leave it as a comment on lj. I am going to do both just in case.
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