so ive been trying to write one of those essays about words that are meaningful/inspire me, and it isnt going very well. i think its because (masochist that i am) im only inspired/affected by very sad and depressing and awful truth sort of things. (out out brief candle, etc) though im sure some of this can be blamed on the english department. i ( Read more... )

i was going through all of the college essays that i have to write and uchicago has by far the most interesting ones. and that's upsetting, because im not applying to uchicago. do you think they would mind if i wrote a uchicago one anyway and submitted it to all the other ones? they're always like "topics may included, but are not limited to ( Read more... )

so the good news is that i got my pictures developed. the bad news is that now im super depressed and glaring at four by six bits of glossy paper. the good news is that i know where i want to apply early (stanford). the bad news is that i probably wont get in (T_T). the good news is that i have a lot of frees next year. the bad news is that now ( Read more... )

back from california where the sky is always bigger. dont ask me it just is. sigh. im not particularly eager about getting back into the grind of things, have books to read and applications to fill out and im beginning to think that for senior year i bit off a little more than i can chew. summers almost over kids ( Read more... )

bah. i hate having the college talk. especially with other peoples parents. especially with my parents. especially with anyone for that matter. and if any of you have started your apps (im lookin in your direction meg) then you stink ( Read more... )

i thought id post somethin all public and all.

california roxors my soxors. eeeeep!

as most of you probably know, eva and i are starting a zine, and we desperately need submissions!! anything. poetry, prose, essays, editorials, rants against society, interesting (but still artistic) aim conversations, clip art, cartoons, drawings, reviews, photographs, collages. the works. and i mean we DESPERATELY need them. right now all i ( Read more... )

well this looks like fun ( Read more... )

back from gettysburg! consider yourself warned, the following is intense yearbook geekiness ( Read more... )

eeeep! i might get to work at the habitat office in new ro with king o sketch, OLIVER!!!! im uber excited! and ill accomplish things, instead of sitting around all summer long!