I have squandered my resistance for a pocketful of mumbles, such are promises.

[midnitewolf]

I hadn't ever had a professional massage.

I don't know why. I've always been big on massage; it's always been a big part of just about every relationship that I've ever been in. I've received hundreds, I've given thousands, but it just never occurred to me that one would pay for a massage, because they're one of the things that are really

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[teaa]

However, on a much deeper level, the intimate massage always feels better

I agree with this completely. The intimacy of a massage with someone I care about never fails to move me. When I massage my closest friends or people with whom I've been lovers, I find myself overwhelmed by the desire to curl up next to them. I want to add affection and caressing in with the therapeutic massage because of how much love I feel when giving to them that way.

I'm sorry if the massage I gave you made you sad at all. That does happen to a lot of people, myself included. When you're receiving a massage your muscles are letting go of not just physical stress, but also emotional. Plus you're holding still, letting your body and your mind relax and heal. Part of that is processing emotions that you've been too busy or stressed to deal with.

I'm really glad I'm getting to know you. :)