JE Fic - NewS
old shit
"gawd...i don't know what i was thinking writing this...
but this is what i saw in my head. somehow, this pairing is the one i see really working for me. in reality, i could actually see this pairing getting together (if they only work out their animosity towards each other)...
[sorry, KoyaTo fans. KeixShige really doesn't do it for me...]
oh, and please don't take this literally (esp. Ryo fans). i didn't intend for him to sound like a girl but in the end, he did. Sorry!
[i hope i can be forgiven since its my first time...]
hope you guys like this..."
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Title: If I Keep My Heart Out Of Sight [one shot]
Genre: Fiction - Fan, Music
Theme: Shounen Ai, Romance, Drama, Angst, etc.
Topic: "Shige is afraid of Ryo."Fandom: JE - NewS
Pairings: ShigexRyo
Characters: Shigeaki Kato, Ryo Nishikido, Keiichiro Koyama; [minor] Yuya Tegoshi,
Tomohisa Yamashita
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: err...this explains why Shige's afraid of Ryo...?
Notes: so...right. I've been toying with the idea for this pairing awhile back and finally got around to writing it (now that the laptop is fixed). I didn't know how to start so I tried using a song. (Gawd fuck it. Why do all my first fics for a certain fandom start out with a song??) Oh, yeah. Title was taken from a song sung by Nikki Gil, which is a remake of James Taylor's song of the same title.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these boys, nor any JE boys (though I wish I had my own Nino voodoo doll that I could manipulate...but I guess a pet will do...) Oh - story's fictional btw...
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If I keep on talking now,
I'll only start repeating myself
Shige stopped from talking. In fact, he rarely talked, if ever at all. He usually did this whenever Ryo came into the room.
And this time wasn't any different. Ryo cornered him when he finally got Shige alone and forced him to talk. But he didn't talk. He couldn't bring himself to do it.
And all I can say
is I love you, I love you, I love you
"What's wrong??" Ryo asked. His eyes were dark and unreadable.
"Nothing." Shige looked to his side. In fact, he looked everywhere - up, down, right, left - anywhere his eyes could look except into Ryo's eyes.
"Not nothing. I know something's up." He rolled his eyes. "Why won't you talk??"
Because if I do, then I might say those three little words and I'm afraid everything will come out horribly wrong and--and...
"Because I don't want to. I've got nothing to say." Shige declared, pushing his way past Ryo.
"That's fine!" Ryo called after him. "Just walk away. Like you always do! You're such a coward."
Shige could only let a tear fall down his face.
If I slip and took my hand,
I'm certain to scare you away
And what would I say?
I'd be hurting, I'm certain
I'd be a fool to let you know that you're the one
The fool who jumped the gun
Cause I'd been advised by all the guys you've left behind
your goodbyes are somewhat unrefined
"You can't keep on doing this forever, you know." Kei whispered to Shige.
"Don't you think I know that??" Shige hissed back. "I know I've got to face him some time. But right now, I can't. If I so much as look at him that way, he might freak out and hate me more than he hates me now."
"Don't think he hasn't noticed."
"Well, duh! He cornered me the other day. Asked me why I wasn't talking. I didn't answer and avoided the question. Well...more like walked out on him. What else could I have done?"
"Remember what the rumors say? He's not really a relationship kind of guy. He's more of a "love 'em/leave 'em" kind of guy..."
"That's one of the reasons why I'm avoiding him! I...just need more time to figure things out. To really know what or how I feel about him." Shige took a deep breath. "What do you think I should do?"
"I don't know. I honestly don't know..." Kei shook his head as Yamapi came into the dressing room with Ryo.
But if I play my role just right,
then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine
If I present it to you with a flower in the moonlight
shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight
Shige came over and sat down next to Ryo on the couch.
"Listen," He started. "I don't like this situation anymore. What do you say we call a truce?" He held out a hand and offered it to Ryo.
Ryo stared at him for a moment before staring at his hand. He then blinked. Several times before finally snapping out of his reverie. "Not until you tell me what's wrong."
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Why won't you talk?? And why have you been avoiding me??"
Shige rolled his eyes and heaved a sigh. God, you sound like a girl... "The reason why I've been...avoiding you is that...to be honest, I'm afraid of you." Liar.
"Afraid of...me??" He started to laugh.
"Okay, its not funny."
"I'm sorry but I find this highly amusing..." He kept laughing.
"Well, it's not that hard to grasp or understand, you know. You do exude a frank and charismatic personality that sometimes intimidates, and/or scares others."
Ryo was so surprised at his last statement that he could only raise an eyebrow at him.
Shige held out a hand and offered it to Ryo. "Truce?"
Ryo looked at him with suspicion but took his hand and shook it. "Truce. For now..."
Shige gave him a light slap. "Thanks." He stood up and walked away.
But if I play my role just right,
then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine
If I present it to you with a flower in the moonlight
shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight
Shige stood by the door and chatted with Tego as Ryo continued reading a magazine while sitting on the couch. He looked at him from the corner of his eye.
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight
And let's just hope, for your sake Ryo, that you're not as smart as I am and you'll never know how I actually feel. That I'm actually falling in love with you...
-----END-----
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err...yeah. just thought i'd make a post. i'll be making more (maybe tom) in succession since i've been trying to finish alot of fics. its just taking me so long since i have to let it rest after 2 hours.
and holy shit...i discovered yesterday after rifling through my folders that Matsumiya is my no.1 OTP since they have the most number of pics and fics that i have in my files...
[edit]: i neeeeed my Shige fix. my sister is depriving me of it. She hasn't downloaded Busu yet cos she's waiting until it finishes so she can complete the whole series. But until then...i still neeeeeed my Shige fix...
and this was the only fic i finished over the weekend. im having a hard time finishing 5 simultaneously...
"gawd...i don't know what i was thinking writing this...
but this is what i saw in my head. somehow, this pairing is the one i see really working for me. in reality, i could actually see this pairing getting together (if they only work out their animosity towards each other)...
[sorry, KoyaTo fans. KeixShige really doesn't do it for me...]
oh, and please don't take this literally (esp. Ryo fans). i didn't intend for him to sound like a girl but in the end, he did. Sorry!
[i hope i can be forgiven since its my first time...]
hope you guys like this..."
~~~~~~~~~~
Title: If I Keep My Heart Out Of Sight [one shot]
Genre: Fiction - Fan, Music
Theme: Shounen Ai, Romance, Drama, Angst, etc.
Topic: "Shige is afraid of Ryo."Fandom: JE - NewS
Pairings: ShigexRyo
Characters: Shigeaki Kato, Ryo Nishikido, Keiichiro Koyama; [minor] Yuya Tegoshi,
Tomohisa Yamashita
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: err...this explains why Shige's afraid of Ryo...?
Notes: so...right. I've been toying with the idea for this pairing awhile back and finally got around to writing it (now that the laptop is fixed). I didn't know how to start so I tried using a song. (Gawd fuck it. Why do all my first fics for a certain fandom start out with a song??) Oh, yeah. Title was taken from a song sung by Nikki Gil, which is a remake of James Taylor's song of the same title.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these boys, nor any JE boys (though I wish I had my own Nino voodoo doll that I could manipulate...but I guess a pet will do...) Oh - story's fictional btw...
********************
If I keep on talking now,
I'll only start repeating myself
Shige stopped from talking. In fact, he rarely talked, if ever at all. He usually did this whenever Ryo came into the room.
And this time wasn't any different. Ryo cornered him when he finally got Shige alone and forced him to talk. But he didn't talk. He couldn't bring himself to do it.
And all I can say
is I love you, I love you, I love you
"What's wrong??" Ryo asked. His eyes were dark and unreadable.
"Nothing." Shige looked to his side. In fact, he looked everywhere - up, down, right, left - anywhere his eyes could look except into Ryo's eyes.
"Not nothing. I know something's up." He rolled his eyes. "Why won't you talk??"
Because if I do, then I might say those three little words and I'm afraid everything will come out horribly wrong and--and...
"Because I don't want to. I've got nothing to say." Shige declared, pushing his way past Ryo.
"That's fine!" Ryo called after him. "Just walk away. Like you always do! You're such a coward."
Shige could only let a tear fall down his face.
If I slip and took my hand,
I'm certain to scare you away
And what would I say?
I'd be hurting, I'm certain
I'd be a fool to let you know that you're the one
The fool who jumped the gun
Cause I'd been advised by all the guys you've left behind
your goodbyes are somewhat unrefined
"You can't keep on doing this forever, you know." Kei whispered to Shige.
"Don't you think I know that??" Shige hissed back. "I know I've got to face him some time. But right now, I can't. If I so much as look at him that way, he might freak out and hate me more than he hates me now."
"Don't think he hasn't noticed."
"Well, duh! He cornered me the other day. Asked me why I wasn't talking. I didn't answer and avoided the question. Well...more like walked out on him. What else could I have done?"
"Remember what the rumors say? He's not really a relationship kind of guy. He's more of a "love 'em/leave 'em" kind of guy..."
"That's one of the reasons why I'm avoiding him! I...just need more time to figure things out. To really know what or how I feel about him." Shige took a deep breath. "What do you think I should do?"
"I don't know. I honestly don't know..." Kei shook his head as Yamapi came into the dressing room with Ryo.
But if I play my role just right,
then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine
If I present it to you with a flower in the moonlight
shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight
Shige came over and sat down next to Ryo on the couch.
"Listen," He started. "I don't like this situation anymore. What do you say we call a truce?" He held out a hand and offered it to Ryo.
Ryo stared at him for a moment before staring at his hand. He then blinked. Several times before finally snapping out of his reverie. "Not until you tell me what's wrong."
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Why won't you talk?? And why have you been avoiding me??"
Shige rolled his eyes and heaved a sigh. God, you sound like a girl... "The reason why I've been...avoiding you is that...to be honest, I'm afraid of you." Liar.
"Afraid of...me??" He started to laugh.
"Okay, its not funny."
"I'm sorry but I find this highly amusing..." He kept laughing.
"Well, it's not that hard to grasp or understand, you know. You do exude a frank and charismatic personality that sometimes intimidates, and/or scares others."
Ryo was so surprised at his last statement that he could only raise an eyebrow at him.
Shige held out a hand and offered it to Ryo. "Truce?"
Ryo looked at him with suspicion but took his hand and shook it. "Truce. For now..."
Shige gave him a light slap. "Thanks." He stood up and walked away.
But if I play my role just right,
then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine
If I present it to you with a flower in the moonlight
shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight
Shige stood by the door and chatted with Tego as Ryo continued reading a magazine while sitting on the couch. He looked at him from the corner of his eye.
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight
And let's just hope, for your sake Ryo, that you're not as smart as I am and you'll never know how I actually feel. That I'm actually falling in love with you...
-----END-----
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err...yeah. just thought i'd make a post. i'll be making more (maybe tom) in succession since i've been trying to finish alot of fics. its just taking me so long since i have to let it rest after 2 hours.
and holy shit...i discovered yesterday after rifling through my folders that Matsumiya is my no.1 OTP since they have the most number of pics and fics that i have in my files...
[edit]: i neeeeed my Shige fix. my sister is depriving me of it. She hasn't downloaded Busu yet cos she's waiting until it finishes so she can complete the whole series. But until then...i still neeeeeed my Shige fix...
and this was the only fic i finished over the weekend. im having a hard time finishing 5 simultaneously...