Matsumiya, pt.2
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Title: Feeling of Hurt
Genre: Fiction - Fan, Music
Theme/s: Shounen Ai / Boy Love, Romance, Drama, Angst, etc.
Topic: "If you're hurt, I'm hurt. It hurts me infinitely knowing I was the one who hurt you."
Fandom: JE - Arashi
Pairing: Matsumiya
Characters: Kazunari Ninomiya, Jun Matsumoto
Rating: PG - 13 (?)
Summary: ...
Notes: I timed myself while doing this. Around an hour or an hour and a half maybe? it's only worth that one line (taken from lea26karla). I saw it and the sentimentalist Pinoy shmuck that i am, i fell in love with it. so i tried to work around that one line.
Disclaimer: Once again, i don't own these boys. If i did...no, scratch that. nvm...
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"Wait."
Jun stopped in his tracks and just stood there. He didn't know what to do, didn't know whether he should leave or should stay and hear out what Nino had to say.
"Please don't leave."
"Why?" He bit out icily.
Nino didn't answer. He just stood in his spot, staring at Jun with a morose look on his face.
Suddenly a large banging sound broke through the room as an object fell down on the floor. It was followed by another one falling down.
Jun turned around in time to see Nino kneeling down on the floor. His hands were shaking uncontrollably as he tried to pick up the microphone he was holding. Jun rushed down and sat beside him, shoving the microphone away. He wrapped his arms around Nino.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry..."
Jun didn't know what to do or how to feel. Part of him wanted to hurt Nino for the way he hurt him but part of him told him to let it go and forget it.
"It's okay. Don't worry about it..." He started stroking Nino's back as he let Nino rest his head against his shoulders.
"I didn't mean what I said." He muffled into Jun's shoulders.
"I know..."
Jun kissed Nino's head. "You know, you shouldn't be holding a microphone. Your wrists are weak, remember?"
"I'm still sorry..."
"Please stop saying that. It's not your fault. And besides, it doesn't matter to me..."
"How can you say that? I hurt you..."
Jun just looked away.
"Don't say it doesn't matter when it does! I know you're hurt. I know because I can see it in your eyes." He cupped Jun's face with his hands and turned it to his direction.
Jun stared into Nino's eyes. It was full of hope yet full of sadness.
"If you're hurt, I'm hurt. It hurts me infinitely knowing I was the one who hurt you."
Jun stroked his cheek and gave a sweet smile. "Yes, I am hurt. But I love you more." He leaned forward and gave his true love a kiss. "Do you know that saying? How it goes?"
Nino kissed him back and then pulled away. "What saying? And how?"
"You only hurt the ones you love."
"Well, that must mean that I do love you then."
"Maybe it does."
"Jun?"
"Yeah?"
"I do love you."
Jun smiled. He leaned closer and whispered in Nino's ear. "I love you too."
Jun gave him a soft kiss before unwrapping his arms around Nino. "Come on!" He started to get up and pulled Nino along with him. "We better get going and get ready. Shooting for Music Station is about to start."
"All right..." He let Jun pull him up.
"And can we please not use microphones anymore? Holding it hurts my wrists..."
-----END-----
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Title: Feeling of Hurt
Genre: Fiction - Fan, Music
Theme/s: Shounen Ai / Boy Love, Romance, Drama, Angst, etc.
Topic: "If you're hurt, I'm hurt. It hurts me infinitely knowing I was the one who hurt you."
Fandom: JE - Arashi
Pairing: Matsumiya
Characters: Kazunari Ninomiya, Jun Matsumoto
Rating: PG - 13 (?)
Summary: ...
Notes: I timed myself while doing this. Around an hour or an hour and a half maybe? it's only worth that one line (taken from lea26karla). I saw it and the sentimentalist Pinoy shmuck that i am, i fell in love with it. so i tried to work around that one line.
Disclaimer: Once again, i don't own these boys. If i did...no, scratch that. nvm...
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"Wait."
Jun stopped in his tracks and just stood there. He didn't know what to do, didn't know whether he should leave or should stay and hear out what Nino had to say.
"Please don't leave."
"Why?" He bit out icily.
Nino didn't answer. He just stood in his spot, staring at Jun with a morose look on his face.
Suddenly a large banging sound broke through the room as an object fell down on the floor. It was followed by another one falling down.
Jun turned around in time to see Nino kneeling down on the floor. His hands were shaking uncontrollably as he tried to pick up the microphone he was holding. Jun rushed down and sat beside him, shoving the microphone away. He wrapped his arms around Nino.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry..."
Jun didn't know what to do or how to feel. Part of him wanted to hurt Nino for the way he hurt him but part of him told him to let it go and forget it.
"It's okay. Don't worry about it..." He started stroking Nino's back as he let Nino rest his head against his shoulders.
"I didn't mean what I said." He muffled into Jun's shoulders.
"I know..."
Jun kissed Nino's head. "You know, you shouldn't be holding a microphone. Your wrists are weak, remember?"
"I'm still sorry..."
"Please stop saying that. It's not your fault. And besides, it doesn't matter to me..."
"How can you say that? I hurt you..."
Jun just looked away.
"Don't say it doesn't matter when it does! I know you're hurt. I know because I can see it in your eyes." He cupped Jun's face with his hands and turned it to his direction.
Jun stared into Nino's eyes. It was full of hope yet full of sadness.
"If you're hurt, I'm hurt. It hurts me infinitely knowing I was the one who hurt you."
Jun stroked his cheek and gave a sweet smile. "Yes, I am hurt. But I love you more." He leaned forward and gave his true love a kiss. "Do you know that saying? How it goes?"
Nino kissed him back and then pulled away. "What saying? And how?"
"You only hurt the ones you love."
"Well, that must mean that I do love you then."
"Maybe it does."
"Jun?"
"Yeah?"
"I do love you."
Jun smiled. He leaned closer and whispered in Nino's ear. "I love you too."
Jun gave him a soft kiss before unwrapping his arms around Nino. "Come on!" He started to get up and pulled Nino along with him. "We better get going and get ready. Shooting for Music Station is about to start."
"All right..." He let Jun pull him up.
"And can we please not use microphones anymore? Holding it hurts my wrists..."
-----END-----
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