missing them
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I miss them. I can't believe it took me 2 days before i actually wrote this down. and why didn't i even write it here (and in a separate post)? idk...
[no, really. i really do miss them. (know more abt it here and here)]
I miss my current/fave OTP (aka the current love of my life, the main characters of BMG). it's probably because i haven't written anything in 2 weeks (go figure). And when i talked to Yuki 2 days ago, i told her i had the sudden urge last monday to play them (cos i missed playing them as well but there wasn't anyone to play with~). and then this morning, just like yesterday, i woke up missing them. idk why but i did. its like...they won't get out of my mind, no matter how much i want them to...
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in other news, i think i'm being stalked by my muse. I sort of realized that that was all my fault last night while chatting with Jen. *slaps head* he's probably on to me now... *gets shifty-eyed*
what else? oh, i think i finally found a title for one of my planned fics. it took me awhile but i think i found the perfect one. that, and i thought up another idea for another fic.
[and now i'm mentally slapping myself for reaching number 20 on my fic list of planned fics that i wanna do using my muse as inspiration... *bangs head*]
[random off-topic: "the funny thing is, i'm not really bent about it. It's like, the more i fail, the more i want to try harder. kind of like in being the top fanfic writer, the more the competition writes more fics to beat me, the more i want to try harder and beat her (only, her interpretation is more of a shallow one than mine but we're both not any closer to portraying my muse close to the real thing)." (taken from my personal blog)
(i was actually talking abt personal failure during practice for finals and it somehow turned into that topic. completely random and off-topic but i just wanted to get it out. i think the whole thing is getting to my head but it only feeds me to want to try harder {and actually do} and strive more to defend my title {and actually stay long enough to enjoy it} because i know someone's always gonna be around to replace me {better not be her though}....
...though i'm not actually worried or whatever since she's banned on most communities, forums and sites, most of which are about my muse because most of those mentioned are co-owned by me and I created most of the rules.
*smirks*
shucks, this turned out longer than i expected...)]
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I miss them. I can't believe it took me 2 days before i actually wrote this down. and why didn't i even write it here (and in a separate post)? idk...
[no, really. i really do miss them. (know more abt it here and here)]
I miss my current/fave OTP (aka the current love of my life, the main characters of BMG). it's probably because i haven't written anything in 2 weeks (go figure). And when i talked to Yuki 2 days ago, i told her i had the sudden urge last monday to play them (cos i missed playing them as well but there wasn't anyone to play with~). and then this morning, just like yesterday, i woke up missing them. idk why but i did. its like...they won't get out of my mind, no matter how much i want them to...
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in other news, i think i'm being stalked by my muse. I sort of realized that that was all my fault last night while chatting with Jen. *slaps head* he's probably on to me now... *gets shifty-eyed*
what else? oh, i think i finally found a title for one of my planned fics. it took me awhile but i think i found the perfect one. that, and i thought up another idea for another fic.
[and now i'm mentally slapping myself for reaching number 20 on my fic list of planned fics that i wanna do using my muse as inspiration... *bangs head*]
[random off-topic: "the funny thing is, i'm not really bent about it. It's like, the more i fail, the more i want to try harder. kind of like in being the top fanfic writer, the more the competition writes more fics to beat me, the more i want to try harder and beat her (only, her interpretation is more of a shallow one than mine but we're both not any closer to portraying my muse close to the real thing)." (taken from my personal blog)
(i was actually talking abt personal failure during practice for finals and it somehow turned into that topic. completely random and off-topic but i just wanted to get it out. i think the whole thing is getting to my head but it only feeds me to want to try harder {and actually do} and strive more to defend my title {and actually stay long enough to enjoy it} because i know someone's always gonna be around to replace me {better not be her though}....
...though i'm not actually worried or whatever since she's banned on most communities, forums and sites, most of which are about my muse because most of those mentioned are co-owned by me and I created most of the rules.
*smirks*
shucks, this turned out longer than i expected...)]
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