PROMISE
Another chapter to go.
Yoochun POV.
Jae Joong, it’s about time for me to return you back, to whom you belong, to whom you love so much but how am I going to do it. I don’t have the courage, I may hurt too. I always love you…too much love for you ever since I knew you. But you never realised that and you only have your heart for Yunho.
My heart ache seeing you said the vow “I do” to Yunho on your wedding day and it’s still hurt. I tried to heal myself by seeing others but it didn’t work. When Yunho left you, inside me I was too happy; finally I had the opportunity to get closer to you, to steal your heart and steal your mind and steal your soul.
Unfortunately, I lost to Yunho. I lost to him ever since you met him. You always had your eyes on him, your endless sweet smile for him made me crazy. Your soft hands touching him gently whenever he got sick kill my nerve.
After he was being away, as I promised him I will take a good care of you. Yes, I did a great job. We spent our days and nights under one roof happily that make me forget that Yunho is still your husband. When you got pregnant, I was the happiest person in the world. I couldn’t bear seeing you with your big belly doing the entire chores so I treated you really like a queen. I did it all with my own hands but yeah; I had hired a maid to help out some of it.
Joong Hee is the most precious thing born to the world. I love her so much as much as I love you. But you were too blind to realise it because your love for Yunho is unbearable. You built the barrier between us that I couldn’t get through to your heart. But I still tried to cross the border which stands still as a strong wall.
Finally I realised from my unconsciousness that nothing can compare your truly love to Yunho. I surrendered….
Yunho has separated with his wife and this is the best time for me to make Yunho come back to your life as your wedded husband, not me but how about Joong Hee my little princess? This is the toughest decision I have to make, to let her go with her mommy to Yunho.
God give me the strength!
“Yoochun!” suddenly Jae Joong waked up from the sleep.
END POV
“Jae, you are awake already,”
“Joong Hee! Wake up honey mommy here” Jae hugged his adorable daughter who slept beside him.
“Mommy! Are you alright?”
“Mommy fine honey, have you eaten anything yet?” Jae asked Joong Hee. Joong Hee shaked her head.
“Chunnie, I’m fine now. I want to go back. Can you ask the doctor whether it is okay?”
“Are you sure, you are okay Joongie?”
“I will be fine. It’s better for me to rest at home. It’s more comfortable at home”.
“Yah! Changmin wake up. Why are you sleeping here” Yoochun smacked Changmin arm who slept at on the couch.
“I’m going to see the doctor to ask for Jae Joong to discharge. You take care of them here”
Changmin rubbed his eyes, “Yeah! Sure”
“Joong Hee comes to uncle Min, let mommy rest for a while” Changmin picked Joong Hee from Jae.
“Uncle Min, I’m hungry” the little girl rubbed her stomach.
“Come let go outside, we find something to eat. Jae-hyung, you need anything?”
“No thank you Minnie. I have no appetite to eat. Just bring Joong Hee” Jae Joong spoke in a low voice.
After Changmin & Joong Hee away, Jae Joong looked at the room ceiling and reminisce memories of meeting Yunho this morning.
“He is still the same Yunho that I love so much. But how can I face him now. I’m afraid of losing my control because of him. GOD I LOVE HIM. Why this can be happened?” Jae Joong bit his own lip as the tears slowly running through his cheek and drops on the pillow.
“This is not fare. Yunho has someone else & Yoochun too. The two men that I love most are not belonging to me” Jae Joong cried.
“Jae, the doctor allowed you to discharge since nothing serious occurred. You are just too tired and needs some rest” suddenly Yoochun rushed into the door made Jaejoong shocked and quickly wipe his tears.
“Jae?” Yoochun saw what Jae did but “I can bring you home now”
Jae nodded to what Yoochun said and face to the other side of the room so that Yoochun can’t see his puffy eyes.
Jae woke up slowly from the bed and try to reach the table edges afraid of he might fall again. Seeing Jae struggling, Yoochun hurry himself to help Jae who seems so weak.
“Chun, is Joong Hee still with Changmin at the cafeteria?” Jae asked again.
“I don’t think so. I asked Changmin to bring Joong Hee to wait for us at the car park. I have already gave Changmin the car key when I saw them on their way to the cafeteria”
“Oh! I see” Jaejoong said.
“Come let’s go” Yoochun wrapped his arm at Jae’s slim waist and they walked slowly to the door and through the hallway to the hospital entrance.
Heading to the car park area where Yoochun parked his car and from afar, they can hear a little voice shouted.
“There is mommy & papa coming”
Jae looked at the voice direction & saw little Joong Hee ran out from the car and chased by Changmin behind her.
“Joong Hee be careful!” Changmin yelled.
As they came nearer, Changmin reached his hands to help Yoochun to hold Jaejoong.
”Thank you Minnie” Jae smiled at Changmin.
“Anything for you, honey” Changmin winked at Jae who made Jae blushed.
“Mommy I miss you” Joong Hee couldn’t help herself hugging her mommy.
“Mommy misses you too dear” Jae released Changmin hand and hugged the baby.
“Careful Joongie, don’t get yourself hurt” Yoochun reminded.
Jaejoong lets her daughter seat on his lap and kiss her forehead, “How I can’t miss my beautiful daughter”
“Mommy, you need to eat something. You always scolded me when I miss my meal. See what happened to you now and end up in the hospital” Joong Hee scolded her mommy back.
“Joong Hee, let’s mommy rest & don’t talk too much” Yoochun warned Joong Hee who sometimes too talkative.
“Yes Papa” her sad voice made Yoochun felt guilty.
“Joong Hee honey, papa not mad at you at all. He just too worries about mommy” Jaejoong try to comfort Joong Hee who seems started to cry.
The little girl keeps silent and buries her face to Jaejoong chest and cried. Changmin turned his face to the back seat to look at Joong Hee.
“Syyyyyy! Yoochun-ah don’t be too harsh to the child”
Yoochun only looked at Jaejoong from sheer mirror in the car.
Yoochun started the car and leave the hospital area to their home.
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Jaejoong in his room to clean up him self, Changmin took turn preparing their dinner and Yoochun consoled Joong Hee by bringing her to her room and clean up. Even though Joong Hee a little hurt to Yoochun’s words but still, she loves her papa so much.
“Dinner is ready!!” Changmin shouted from the dining hall.
“Minnie, you prepared dinner?” Jaejoong asked, doesn’t believe to his eyes.
Changmin grinned to Jaejoong, “No, actually I bought from the hospital cafeteria. I just heat it up”
“Never mind as long we have something to eat tonight” Jaejoong commented.
“I call for Yoochun & Joong Hee to come down for dinner” Jae nodded.
They had the quietest dinner ever, everybody keep eyes their on the foods and enjoy their meal together. As usual, Jaejoong feed Joong Hee before he takes his own.
“Thank you Uncle Min. This is delicious” Joong Hee complimented and Changmin just smiled to the child.
After dinner, Changmin and Joong Hee watching television with their favourite show, Jae Joong went back to his room to take some rest.
“Joongie, are you okay?” Yoochun peeped from the door opening of Jaejoong’s room.
“Chun, come in. I need to talk to you”
“Close the door, I don’t want Changmin and Joong Hee listens to our conversation”
Yoochun closed the door behind him.
“Chun, is there anything I don’t know about Yunho?”
“What about him?”
“You are hiding something from me. Remember about the call? About when Yunho coming back? About uncle, Joong Hee talked about?” Jaejoong shoot the words to Yoochun.
"Don't talk too much Jae. You just came back from the hospital. Don't stress yourself" trying not to answer the question.
“You never did this to me, Chun”
“I’m sorry about everything Joongie. You know what; you should meet him and talk to him”
“But why, you want me to get hurt again?”
“Joongie, you still love him right? You always wanted him to come back, and then what is the problem?”
Jaejoong couldn’t explain his reaction.
“I know why you fainted this morning, because of Yunho, Jae. I’m only your saviour; you can’t depend on me all the time. Yet, you love him ever since we all together in school. You still his wife, Jae”
“No, he is already married. I don’t want to mingle around his marriage”
“JAE! HE NEVER DIVORCES YOU! Don’t you remember? His parents made up those stupid press conference saying that both of you divorced so that they can make him married to the businessman’s daughter because of their business. You have never signing any document on your divorce. They prank you and Yunho” Yoochun sterned voice made Jaejoong look away, hiding his sad feeling.
“But they are still husband and wife, Chun. Whatever it takes, I can never go in between them. It’s over now. You can go back to Junsu and take care of him. He needs you more than me”
“Jae, come here” Yoochun hold Jae’s hands as he kissed them.
“I love you more than you know. I love Joong Hee just like my own. I never regret to what I have done to this family. I take the responsible if anything happen. As far as I’m concerned, you are my priority. No one else”
Yoochun couldn’t control him self anymore. He couldn’t take off his eyes to those pouted lips. He is hunger to kiss Jaejoong for long time.
Taking Jaejoong to his embrace, he pulled Jaejoong’s chin up so that he can see the lips and slowly bring his own nearer to Jaejoong’s. He could feel the warm of Jae’s breath, and the sweet scent of the angelic face and he could feel his heart pounding fast.
Suddenly the door opened.
“YOOCHUN!” the voice shouted. Yoochun pulled back Jaejoong away after the familiar voice shouted his name
Yoochun POV.
Jae Joong, it’s about time for me to return you back, to whom you belong, to whom you love so much but how am I going to do it. I don’t have the courage, I may hurt too. I always love you…too much love for you ever since I knew you. But you never realised that and you only have your heart for Yunho.
My heart ache seeing you said the vow “I do” to Yunho on your wedding day and it’s still hurt. I tried to heal myself by seeing others but it didn’t work. When Yunho left you, inside me I was too happy; finally I had the opportunity to get closer to you, to steal your heart and steal your mind and steal your soul.
Unfortunately, I lost to Yunho. I lost to him ever since you met him. You always had your eyes on him, your endless sweet smile for him made me crazy. Your soft hands touching him gently whenever he got sick kill my nerve.
After he was being away, as I promised him I will take a good care of you. Yes, I did a great job. We spent our days and nights under one roof happily that make me forget that Yunho is still your husband. When you got pregnant, I was the happiest person in the world. I couldn’t bear seeing you with your big belly doing the entire chores so I treated you really like a queen. I did it all with my own hands but yeah; I had hired a maid to help out some of it.
Joong Hee is the most precious thing born to the world. I love her so much as much as I love you. But you were too blind to realise it because your love for Yunho is unbearable. You built the barrier between us that I couldn’t get through to your heart. But I still tried to cross the border which stands still as a strong wall.
Finally I realised from my unconsciousness that nothing can compare your truly love to Yunho. I surrendered….
Yunho has separated with his wife and this is the best time for me to make Yunho come back to your life as your wedded husband, not me but how about Joong Hee my little princess? This is the toughest decision I have to make, to let her go with her mommy to Yunho.
God give me the strength!
“Yoochun!” suddenly Jae Joong waked up from the sleep.
END POV
“Jae, you are awake already,”
“Joong Hee! Wake up honey mommy here” Jae hugged his adorable daughter who slept beside him.
“Mommy! Are you alright?”
“Mommy fine honey, have you eaten anything yet?” Jae asked Joong Hee. Joong Hee shaked her head.
“Chunnie, I’m fine now. I want to go back. Can you ask the doctor whether it is okay?”
“Are you sure, you are okay Joongie?”
“I will be fine. It’s better for me to rest at home. It’s more comfortable at home”.
“Yah! Changmin wake up. Why are you sleeping here” Yoochun smacked Changmin arm who slept at on the couch.
“I’m going to see the doctor to ask for Jae Joong to discharge. You take care of them here”
Changmin rubbed his eyes, “Yeah! Sure”
“Joong Hee comes to uncle Min, let mommy rest for a while” Changmin picked Joong Hee from Jae.
“Uncle Min, I’m hungry” the little girl rubbed her stomach.
“Come let go outside, we find something to eat. Jae-hyung, you need anything?”
“No thank you Minnie. I have no appetite to eat. Just bring Joong Hee” Jae Joong spoke in a low voice.
After Changmin & Joong Hee away, Jae Joong looked at the room ceiling and reminisce memories of meeting Yunho this morning.
“He is still the same Yunho that I love so much. But how can I face him now. I’m afraid of losing my control because of him. GOD I LOVE HIM. Why this can be happened?” Jae Joong bit his own lip as the tears slowly running through his cheek and drops on the pillow.
“This is not fare. Yunho has someone else & Yoochun too. The two men that I love most are not belonging to me” Jae Joong cried.
“Jae, the doctor allowed you to discharge since nothing serious occurred. You are just too tired and needs some rest” suddenly Yoochun rushed into the door made Jaejoong shocked and quickly wipe his tears.
“Jae?” Yoochun saw what Jae did but “I can bring you home now”
Jae nodded to what Yoochun said and face to the other side of the room so that Yoochun can’t see his puffy eyes.
Jae woke up slowly from the bed and try to reach the table edges afraid of he might fall again. Seeing Jae struggling, Yoochun hurry himself to help Jae who seems so weak.
“Chun, is Joong Hee still with Changmin at the cafeteria?” Jae asked again.
“I don’t think so. I asked Changmin to bring Joong Hee to wait for us at the car park. I have already gave Changmin the car key when I saw them on their way to the cafeteria”
“Oh! I see” Jaejoong said.
“Come let’s go” Yoochun wrapped his arm at Jae’s slim waist and they walked slowly to the door and through the hallway to the hospital entrance.
Heading to the car park area where Yoochun parked his car and from afar, they can hear a little voice shouted.
“There is mommy & papa coming”
Jae looked at the voice direction & saw little Joong Hee ran out from the car and chased by Changmin behind her.
“Joong Hee be careful!” Changmin yelled.
As they came nearer, Changmin reached his hands to help Yoochun to hold Jaejoong.
”Thank you Minnie” Jae smiled at Changmin.
“Anything for you, honey” Changmin winked at Jae who made Jae blushed.
“Mommy I miss you” Joong Hee couldn’t help herself hugging her mommy.
“Mommy misses you too dear” Jae released Changmin hand and hugged the baby.
“Careful Joongie, don’t get yourself hurt” Yoochun reminded.
Jaejoong lets her daughter seat on his lap and kiss her forehead, “How I can’t miss my beautiful daughter”
“Mommy, you need to eat something. You always scolded me when I miss my meal. See what happened to you now and end up in the hospital” Joong Hee scolded her mommy back.
“Joong Hee, let’s mommy rest & don’t talk too much” Yoochun warned Joong Hee who sometimes too talkative.
“Yes Papa” her sad voice made Yoochun felt guilty.
“Joong Hee honey, papa not mad at you at all. He just too worries about mommy” Jaejoong try to comfort Joong Hee who seems started to cry.
The little girl keeps silent and buries her face to Jaejoong chest and cried. Changmin turned his face to the back seat to look at Joong Hee.
“Syyyyyy! Yoochun-ah don’t be too harsh to the child”
Yoochun only looked at Jaejoong from sheer mirror in the car.
Yoochun started the car and leave the hospital area to their home.
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Jaejoong in his room to clean up him self, Changmin took turn preparing their dinner and Yoochun consoled Joong Hee by bringing her to her room and clean up. Even though Joong Hee a little hurt to Yoochun’s words but still, she loves her papa so much.
“Dinner is ready!!” Changmin shouted from the dining hall.
“Minnie, you prepared dinner?” Jaejoong asked, doesn’t believe to his eyes.
Changmin grinned to Jaejoong, “No, actually I bought from the hospital cafeteria. I just heat it up”
“Never mind as long we have something to eat tonight” Jaejoong commented.
“I call for Yoochun & Joong Hee to come down for dinner” Jae nodded.
They had the quietest dinner ever, everybody keep eyes their on the foods and enjoy their meal together. As usual, Jaejoong feed Joong Hee before he takes his own.
“Thank you Uncle Min. This is delicious” Joong Hee complimented and Changmin just smiled to the child.
After dinner, Changmin and Joong Hee watching television with their favourite show, Jae Joong went back to his room to take some rest.
“Joongie, are you okay?” Yoochun peeped from the door opening of Jaejoong’s room.
“Chun, come in. I need to talk to you”
“Close the door, I don’t want Changmin and Joong Hee listens to our conversation”
Yoochun closed the door behind him.
“Chun, is there anything I don’t know about Yunho?”
“What about him?”
“You are hiding something from me. Remember about the call? About when Yunho coming back? About uncle, Joong Hee talked about?” Jaejoong shoot the words to Yoochun.
"Don't talk too much Jae. You just came back from the hospital. Don't stress yourself" trying not to answer the question.
“You never did this to me, Chun”
“I’m sorry about everything Joongie. You know what; you should meet him and talk to him”
“But why, you want me to get hurt again?”
“Joongie, you still love him right? You always wanted him to come back, and then what is the problem?”
Jaejoong couldn’t explain his reaction.
“I know why you fainted this morning, because of Yunho, Jae. I’m only your saviour; you can’t depend on me all the time. Yet, you love him ever since we all together in school. You still his wife, Jae”
“No, he is already married. I don’t want to mingle around his marriage”
“JAE! HE NEVER DIVORCES YOU! Don’t you remember? His parents made up those stupid press conference saying that both of you divorced so that they can make him married to the businessman’s daughter because of their business. You have never signing any document on your divorce. They prank you and Yunho” Yoochun sterned voice made Jaejoong look away, hiding his sad feeling.
“But they are still husband and wife, Chun. Whatever it takes, I can never go in between them. It’s over now. You can go back to Junsu and take care of him. He needs you more than me”
“Jae, come here” Yoochun hold Jae’s hands as he kissed them.
“I love you more than you know. I love Joong Hee just like my own. I never regret to what I have done to this family. I take the responsible if anything happen. As far as I’m concerned, you are my priority. No one else”
Yoochun couldn’t control him self anymore. He couldn’t take off his eyes to those pouted lips. He is hunger to kiss Jaejoong for long time.
Taking Jaejoong to his embrace, he pulled Jaejoong’s chin up so that he can see the lips and slowly bring his own nearer to Jaejoong’s. He could feel the warm of Jae’s breath, and the sweet scent of the angelic face and he could feel his heart pounding fast.
Suddenly the door opened.
“YOOCHUN!” the voice shouted. Yoochun pulled back Jaejoong away after the familiar voice shouted his name