So its totally weird but LJ is becoming a fixture again in my life. I think there is a part of me that will always have time for this. I don't do regular journals, I can't read my own hand writing. This is the real deal, that good shit ya know? Just writing an entry the other day and having my girl Amanda comment was a total throw back to 8th ( Read more... )

I'm not really happy right now as I write. I mean I should be right? Things are great. I fucking hate when things are great because great is boring. I like being kicked the fuck around by shitty people. I like to love someone so much it hurts. I love it when I hurt so much that I cry. To me that's living. Your life is made up of your raw ( Read more... )

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So I usually never post on this thing so you know it's gotta be important. In short..I work with a girl in Endicott at MMC and she did this offer and it is totally legit because last week her $250 Starbuck's gift card came in the mail and we were blindsighted that this offer is not a hoax. We've enjoyed many coffees on the house since then. So ( Read more... )

So freaking excited right now. THE END.

I gotta shake it off. That's the motto of the summer. Time to roll with the punches a little more. Today was a super awesome day. CJAC, American Idol, family, Alyse, Rothangs, a Jan DeAngleo visit, and glimmers of sunshine earn today a gold star in my book. I'm feelin the swing of things here at home, and I really like the person I've become ( Read more... )

I'm going to stay in Florida untill May because that's what I fargin signed up for ( Read more... )

I promise to update either later today or tomorrow. There has been so much going on that I haven't had time to update. This is the fist time I can say that confidently. I learned that I am so discustingly fragile and it took me leaving comfort to realize the severity of it. I'm chillin today because I have strep throat and feel like ish. I'm ( Read more... )

This is my cry for help. I don't know what I'm doing down here. My roomates and entire building continue to be amazing. The work and job suck so much. My classes start next week. I hope I make it till then. I miss everyone from home in a real big way. Being down here makes a ton of sense right now, but I do need to take control of my ( Read more... )

Well this will be my last journal entry from my little room in my cozy house in the small town of Endicott, NY. Today was the first day that I started to really genuinely feel the reality of leaving for Orlando, FL. It's something that has been planned, almost over-planned, but now it's really going down. I have four days left in the lifestyle ( Read more... )