This morning i felt a calm in my life. It's been so long but its great. I just had my mug of hot chocolate as I looked outside over the dead leaves, wet earth, and murky sky. All I could say to myself is there will be sun soon.....

BTW....How was everyones first day of school?

"Noise and Kisses" by The Used - I was listening to this song today and I just suddenly broke out in tears. This song may not mean much to anyone else but It holds such a special meaning to me I cannot even explain. This song makes me feel pain ,joy, hopelessness, love, and so much more i cannot even explain. I can feel my memories off all the ( Read more... )

After the great battle of who was going to pay for my new tires, my cell phone service was restored to anew. Peace in the land of Josh continued. But not for long, just like the unsettled universe, another great battle will ensue as sure as the sun will rise. Someday I will loose and head to the promise land....but my foe has yet to kill me ( Read more... )

Should I have to hide in my room with my music on full blast to get away from everyone???? Im 20 years old and living my high school days. No job, no money for gas, no money for activities. Goddamn mutherfucking shithead fucking people I live with im going to shoot them all in the head and bury them under the garage.

FUCK EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING

Fuck The Police
Fuck Everyone in Marshall
Fuck You

I have figured that at least 85% of the populas in the united state are either idiots or have been idiots at one time in their life.

Generally speaking I hate everything and everyone

So if youre reading this, eat a dick.

Im feeling better today, the news of tom has cheered me up. Tonight should be fun, but we will leave that to all who participate. Trying to sell my metro. I have put a lot of work into it but i have run out of money. All it needs is a radiator and a clutch ( Read more... )

My life seems to center around these things ( Read more... )

I used to stick up for marshall as a beautiful place to be with a lot of ugly people in it. The more i think about it the more that this little town sucks the life and good out of people. According to most, im a drug addict loser who doesnt deserve the time of day. Ive got too many problems to be worrying about, let alone having everyone else ( Read more... )

Everythingn it seems is getting worse off. I cant help but think about all my old friends and relationships, and how they all fell apart. I use to a lot of friends that I could depend on and it seems the numbers are withering into nothing. Depressing moods keep setting in when im by myself, and being alone seems to be more of a common occurence. I ( Read more... )

Today was a real depressing shot in the face. In order to get some things done I had some of my ebay things accedentally sent to the apartment complex i used to live in. I went in to pick up these things and I couldnt help but fall back. After getting my items and talking to some of the ladies i use to know that worked there, i walked outside and i ( Read more... )