im just really fucking pissed off that i let you do this to me a second time.

and im even more pissed at the fact that id probably let you do it a third time, if only you'd feed me one more sugary lie.
I HATE HOW GODDAMN CUTE YOU ARE.

:[

i feel like shit ( Read more... )

boyfriendafterboyfriendafterboyfriendafterboyfriend ( Read more... )

im doing it again.
im finding things wrong with you and pushing you away from me. im incapable of ever loving anyone else again. its not fair. im tired of hurting people.

i should be able to break free if i really want to. maybe i dont want to.i need to stop rushing into things. i got so caught up in my feelings that i didnt stop to look at what ( Read more... )

im really nervous about this interview at gadzooks. im putting so much pressure on it. i reallyreally want to work there. plus, im sick of being without a paycheck every two weeks and having to be a bum to my family and friends. i have hella butterflies. im so worried about how my hair is going to look and what to wear and what im going to say. i ( Read more... )

livejournal is dead.

its time to kick it xanga style again. :]

(actually that probably means ill only be using this for really personal stuff, since only like three people read it anyway.)

house of leaves. dansomething ( Read more... )

so. i guess im sort of in a predicament ( Read more... )

i want to go out of town. i dont care where, i dont care how. i just want to leave the state and go somewhere, anywhere.

i just want to experience more life. more people. more freedom.

more love.

:] :] :].

scratch the thing about the boy on that last entry.

he's perfect.
(i love how you can say that about someone you've just started dating and actually believe it. but i don't see how it couldn't be true. :])