I made my last entry private because I felt stupid after I wrote it.
Today, however, I feel exactly the same. Sometimes I just wonder why I can't seem to put any effort into anything.

I think I might want to stop taking my anti-depressants. I didn't have any for about a week, and I don't know. I almost feel more like myself again. I'm not sure what I want to do, though, because I don't like the idea of having panic attacks again ( Read more... )

It's ridiculously warm today. I've been going back and forth between the couch and the chair by the windows. I even have a fan set up between the windows that seems to be keeping the living room cool. I've got goosebumps, but they're the good sort. D'you know what I mean?

I don't read minds. Really, I don't. If someone has a problem with me, or something I do, and they don't tell me (or in some way let on that they're angry)? I honestly don't have any way to know about it. Therefore, I imagine the best way to go about making a change is to be vocal about the things that bother you, right ( Read more... )

Kayla just popped in and handed me her market cappuccino, and it is delicious. Alain was waiting for her outside, so of course I hung myself out the window to yell at him ( Read more... )

I love it when gorgeous boys give me compliments. It makes me blush, it makes me happy ( Read more... )

I've been up for roughly an hour now, and I can't stop yawning. I have no *reason* to be awake. I just am. I don't mind though. Up until now I've just been snuggling under the quilts with the kitten, but she's run off somewhere ( Read more... )

It's one thing to poke fun at a friend. It's entirely different to make fun of someone when you know they already feel like shit.

I'm sick of being sick, and depressed, and cranky. Everyone can fucking blow me.

I'm a sick little bee, ugh. It started out as a sore throat, and quickly moved into spotty tonsils territory. Now I'm somewhere where my throat is swollen and sore, and my nose is being annoying. I'm starting to lose my voice, too ( Read more... )

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