So I'm in a really weird mood. Totally undescribable. Sometimes I wish I had something interesting to say, but alas I never do. I thought I was going to be able to talk to Matthew today and we did for a while earlier, but to me it doesn't really count unless it's in the evening. I miss him a lot. More than usual. It's getting really hard, it seems ( Read more... )

...Discovered that I'm lonely. I am around people all the time, but I feel so alone. I don't have anyone to talk to in person. I was hanging out with Dil and her roomates all day Saturday and realized how distant my roomates and I are. I try to talk to them, but I bore them, so I get the cold shoulder, or they get up and leave to someone's room. ( Read more... )

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Sorry I'm late. But I was thinking of you all day. I knew it was your birthday, and then all day Saturday I was thinking of you and wondering why I was thinking of you so much, and then today it hit me again. I missed. Like always. I remember before and after, but never the day of. I love you and I hope you had a great 21st. Lucky you it fell on a ( Read more... )

I'm so excited. I leave to the airport in about an hour and a half. I can't wait to get home and see Matt!!!!! I might have to work tomorrow, but I have my fingers crossed that I don't. I would hate to have to wake up at 615 to get to work. Even though it's just 15 minutes earlier than I wake up to get to work here, but still it's 15 miutes of ( Read more... )

This weekend was great. I was finally able to unwind a bit before I got all stressed out again. I love Lora. It was so nice that she brought her homework. If it was anyone else they might have been hurt that I would still go out with Matt and leave her at my house. But she had no problem and things worked out really well for both of us. Matt and I ( Read more... )

This sucks. I have so much to do and so little time. Next week, I have a History test on Monday and Micro test on Wednesday, and a rough draft due on Tuesday. I leave on Friday for home and I know I won't get anything done when I'm there. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention I have to read a 300 pg novel for that one paper and technically I don't need to ( Read more... )

It's so nice to not have to wake up at 630 to go to work. I really wish that I didn't have to have a job. Although I know how impossible that is. If only I got that scholarship again. I probably wouldn't have had to work. Don't get me wrong. I love my job and the people and kids that I work with. It's just so hard to get myself out of bed sometimes ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

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Today got off to a bad start. Me being my clumsy self twisted my foot going down the stairs on my way to the pool @ 7am. I was in pain the whole time, but really felt the need to work out. So I swam for 45 minutes but could only do freestyle because anything else hurt way too much. Then I went to class. I got a 70 on my Micro test. This sucks. It ( Read more... )