I fucking hate ... i cant even think of what I hate...besides everything ( Read more... )

About a boy that I do not know. It was very erotic and fantastic. We made passionate love and fucked like animals. Then I left town for a while for some reason. When I came back I needed a place to stay so I went to see this boy and he had changed. He was very dirty looking. He had a white guy fro..like Jack Osbourne. His house was trashed ( Read more... )

I am missing people today. I miss Debbie. I miss my Dad. I want to talk to them and hear what they think of me and my life. I want my dad to tickle Jakes face with his beard. I miss my dad's sarcasm and quirky sense of humor. I miss his laugh and his smile. I miss his face.

Got my nails done today finally. AND!! I bought 3 new fish!! YAY I got a rubber pleco and 2 angels. I love my fish. I made the mistake of walking out the door this morning to take Alice to the orthodontist without giving her her meds. Big mistake. Im so stupid. She was making my blood boil!! Then I let her pick the color for my nails and she ( Read more... )

I think I will leave my story where it is for a while and pick up someday. Maybe. I dunno why. Maybe I dont feel like reliving it any more. Or maybe after I look back at all that I have written I realize how stupid it all sounds and I dont feel like writing anything more stupid. I would rather forget my entire past. I wish I could forget ( Read more... )

I didnt quite get to the part where I met Michael. It was about 3 yrs after Debbie died that I met that worthless asshead. Not much happened though in those yrs. I dated a few guys. Kept my virginity. Even tho Wade, a barbie doll looking, surfer type, 19yr old guy from florida really wanted to take it. I would have let him too in my parents ( Read more... )

I am trying desperately to knock myself out. I didnt sleep last night so tonight I am drinking the rest of my margaritas and Ive taken 2 sinus pills. I am getting ready to take a benedryl too. Ohhh heavy shit. I miss the days when I had a doctor to give me Sinequan. Those would put my fucking ass to sleep right now. I was up all night last ( Read more... )

Where was I? Oh ok Scott was dying and Sam and I were at Marks ( Read more... )

So I think I wanna do the whole long thing. I feel like a whiney bitch cause mostly my posts here are, well, me whining. I am most likely viewed as a spoiled bitch or something like that. So I think I want to start putting a little background to my whining. I have always wanted to put this shit down but I have never had the patience. I dont ( Read more... )

Ok I feel really bad...this woman I work with was just talking tome and she smells awful! I wanted to gag. I feel terrible for thinking such things. She is super nice. But oooof!