just letting you know - i still read your entries :)
i had stopped purging at the beginning of the summer.
and recently i just throw up ...my body just does it. everytime i eat more than a small meal (ie; bagel, jello) it's rediculous how bad my digestive system is now.
i also still read your journal, though i don't think i'm on your friends list anymore?
but yeah, i can relate to so much of this. planning b/p's around roommates, eating over 200cals & freaking, having the worst digestive system ever, throwing up candy is gross. but the fact that you quit for awhile really is awesome, do you want to try to get back there again? good luck regardless.
and a funny story from me-- i was throwing b/p-related paraphernalia down my trash chute and was in my post purge daze and accidentally dropped my entire set of keys down there too. and now i need to have my locks changed, which is going to be at least $200.
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i had stopped purging at the beginning of the summer.
and recently
i just throw up
...my body just does it.
everytime i eat more than a small meal (ie; bagel, jello)
it's rediculous how bad my digestive system is now.
now i just try not to eat i guess.
this disease
is a such a blessing yet a curse.
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but yeah, i can relate to so much of this. planning b/p's around roommates, eating over 200cals & freaking, having the worst digestive system ever, throwing up candy is gross. but the fact that you quit for awhile really is awesome, do you want to try to get back there again? good luck regardless.
and a funny story from me-- i was throwing b/p-related paraphernalia down my trash chute and was in my post purge daze and accidentally dropped my entire set of keys down there too. and now i need to have my locks changed, which is going to be at least $200.
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