so. i weighed in at 112.5 this morning and figured that now, i've finally become disgusting and i need support ( Read more... )

one of my horrible pet peeves...

shopping, trying to find a pair of black pants that fit for my boyfriends family dinner, and a girl walks past me.. looks at me.. and says to her friend,

'is this the kind of store where you have to not eat to wear their clothes?'

as if i have a choice,
as if i want to be in this body.

or lack thereof.

so ( Read more... )

we had to dress up at the restaurant/bar i serve at last weekend for halloween. my best friend and i were bunnies. here's photos!

first photo, my best friend dana and i. i'm the one on the right.

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i have an infection on my left calf ( Read more... )

where i work, you wear all black. black dress pants, black tee shirt, black shoes, black mini apron ( Read more... )

so my parents are going out of town this weekend ( Read more... )

day two of my exlax abuse, and this has got to be the last day- no more tomorrow ( Read more... )

i wanted ( Read more... )

depression. why the FUCK ( Read more... )