Its 7:12 arizona time. Kiley went into the hospital on wednesday for a magniseum wash out and everything went wrong. They took her off of all the machines. And last night she was having 6 contractions every hour. Not a good thing. Luckily the baby's lungs are developed. The doctors say at this point there is not riskl the baby won't live. they say ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I just feel numb. Nothing wants to move. Its like i'm sick only i'm not. I've been so stupid, i don't know how i never saw my mistake before this. I never relize how easy it is to "take advantage of me" (not in a wrong way I'm not like that) All you have to do is show a little interest.. what is wrong with me? Do i have so ( Read more... )

I'm finally in Ill. I was having tons of fun untill i had to accually work that part sucks. And it could be a ton of fun but my uncle is making it not so fun. He is like watching me like a hawks its very annoying. Its worse then cleaning the rooms.

So I have a prob. I like this guy in az but it has become very clear that he no longer likes me. But ( Read more... )

I'm in Ill. And i wass having a great time till i had to acually work. It takes freakin forever to clean those rooms and it doesn't help having my uncle stand around and watch my every move.

I have somewhat of a problem though, I like this guy in az.. but it has become very apperant that he no longer likes me back. I however met this guy at a ( Read more... )

I stubbed my fricken toe and it hurts like a mother...... Sally moved out today. Kinda sad. I was so mad at her she got in the car before i even gave her a hug hello i wasn't going to see her for the rest of the summer and she wasn't going to hug me. lol i solved that real quick. In the end i got a hug! Anyway... i'm currently rereading harry ( Read more... )

I don't think i'm allowed to be happy. Because even when i am happy soemthing always goes terribly wrong. For instince... yesterday ws a half day. So i went home with ridge to go golfing with him and his dad. We were having a blast til i wreaked the golf cart. Don't worry it was a small fence that i ran over. But we had the greatest time yesterday ( Read more... )

The stupid school banned this site so it took me forever to get in but of course i managed it!!! I'm very proud. Okay you computer nerds stop laughing at me! Umm Kiley got out of the "pen" yesterday! That was pretty cool. Anyway i'm in science and i'm getting nothing done sooo i need to go. And learn! haha me leane? Rigggggggggghhhhhhht!

I ditched school and went with Kiley to her first real oltrasound!! OMGosh it was the cooolest thing ever! I watched them put the jelly on her belly (that ryhmes) and then use that little thing so you could see the baby! I saw everything i couldn't even blink it was so amazing. But they couldn't tell what the baby was because the baby is breech. ( ( Read more... )

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