I'm moving in with Jamie later this week, just getting things organized right now. I've gotten a storage locker to keep my extra furniture in, and I'm bringing everything I can with me.

Jamie is the greatest. Thanks so much for letting me move in ( Read more... )

I've decided. I'm getting rid of my current apartment (including, unfortunately, Savannah's room she decorated herself with the help of Jamie and Gabi), and moving in with Jamie. I have a key to the house, and I'm just waiting for her to get back with Jabe and whoever else, and help with the moving in ( Read more... )

My life is still at a strange point. A point I don't particularly like. Maybe that's because I noticed last week just how much I really drink. I know I have a problem, and I can admit it, but it's the doing something to stop it part that creates a roadblock. But I did notice how many bottles were in the box last recycling day ( Read more... )

I need to face up to myself and stop being an asshole and a coward. Because I know, without Mikey, I have nothing. I can't even imagine the thought of not having him in my life. I don't want to think of that ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I updated. I know I haven't been around much, but I needed some time to myself to think ( Read more... )

( Very important ooc )

Don't know what to say here. I am in Florida, don't know when I intend to go back, either. Though, I know I'll have to eventually. I miss Stitch and Matt. And I haven't talked to Jamie or Josh in a long time. Jamie, I miss you. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I am a coward. Yet, as I type this, I am in Florida with Chris and Phil. I know my responsibility was to stay in LA and take care of all the shit that was falling around there ( Read more... )

"The more I know, the less I understand. I think the best any of us can do is keep on living. The world is unfair and unjust as I have discovered and some of you have as well. Admit it now and let it be part of you but don't let it destroy you, make you cynical, or turn you into an asshole ( Read more... )

Fine, so I wasn't as indifferent as I thought I was last night. Because I do care. And I probably would go to his funeral, because I'm really not that cruel or spiteful ( Read more... )