LJ Idol Season 11: Living rent free in your head

Oct 04, 2019 14:15

I am so depressed I cannot think straight. I cannot put words together. I feel invisible. A text comes in, from my BFF. He has noticed I haven't been communicative, and just wanted to check-in. I feel seen. We talk for hours, and by the time we hang up, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel ( Read more... )

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roina_arwen October 8 2019, 04:42:13 UTC
Thank you for sharing your story with us.

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miintikwa October 11 2019, 02:07:22 UTC
Thank you for reading! :) <3

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halfshellvenus October 8 2019, 20:15:50 UTC
create an army in my head of people who love me.
What an amazing idea, and such a powerful way to fight the negative voices that keep wanting to come back.

when that happens, I can reach out to the real people behind the voices.
Such a solid, well-rounded approach.

I'm glad you're doing so well in this fight, and have such terrific skills to rely on.

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miintikwa October 11 2019, 02:07:54 UTC
Thank you! It's all due to a couple of wonderful therapists and a very awesome pshrink. :)

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rayaso October 9 2019, 00:16:06 UTC
I hope the good voices overwhelm the bad ones. It must be so hard at times, but having your family and friends is wonderful.

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miintikwa October 11 2019, 02:08:19 UTC
It is an eternal struggle, but I am very grateful for the resources I have.

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karmasoup October 9 2019, 04:09:27 UTC
I think this is the first positive spin I have seen on this topic, even though it originated from a bad place, but it rings with triumph, and I am loving every moment of it, and so happy for you! <3

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miintikwa October 11 2019, 02:08:32 UTC
Thank you so much!

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d0gs October 10 2019, 08:10:08 UTC
It really is hard to combat those negative voices. I'm glad you have some positive ones to help!

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miintikwa October 11 2019, 02:08:44 UTC
Thank you! It has been a blessing.

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