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mijime666

Thursday and one more day to go

Jan 12, 2006 13:57

Well it is almost Friday right? So I think I can make it until then. So I read my friends recent post, Tana seems, to me, to be alittle confused about how she feels but I could be wrong...Then Allison posted today and part of something she said was, "i'm really sick and tired of everyone except for a select." " i just want to go away go far far ( Read more... )

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zandertwo January 13 2006, 05:17:34 UTC

Why are you so determined to fight happiness, and any chance at having a stable life? It's just frustrating. I understand you're mentally ill, but that's just a weakness that can be overcome. Everyone is mentally ill in some way. You have all of the opportunities in the world to actually be happy, and they've displayed themselves to you but for some reason, you turn them down and you WANT and PREFER to be sad and upset and lonely. Why can't you understand that I'm happier when you're here. And so are a lot of other people. I don't know why I'm wasting my time telling you this, because you won't listen to me anyways...but it'd be nice if you at least tried.

You and one or two other people are the only other people that I enjoy being friends with, that have always been my friends, and that I can tolerate. Every one of my best friends have betrayed me, or left me in some way. And now eventually, you're going to leave me to? It's disheartening, and unsettling.

razrbladplygrnd January 13 2006, 07:03:37 UTC

Shit man - sounds like you're weeding out the losers and hanging on to the keepers...

Jesus Christy I'll be glad when you have both escaped the miserable shackles of High School... life starts at 20.

All this is just pain tolerance and shit.

razrbladplygrnd January 13 2006, 07:02:46 UTC

Heh... no, you're quite right about me. I have been spending a lot of time confused - but confusion isn't always a BAD THING... I'm confused and a little lost because I'm in new unfamiliar territory, you know?

Pain isn't always bad, and experiencing it doesn't mean you're not okay. I don't hide things from you - and I don't tell you I'm okay just to placate you. I think too much of you to patronize you in such a way, okies? :)

I used to get picked on in school a lot - but I was such an apathist they got bored with me quickly.

"You're ugly"
"What the fuck do I care?"
"Well, it means you won't ever have a boyfriend!"
"Okay, and? Again, what the fuck do I care?"
"Well, um... uh..." they'd leave.

Eleanor Roosevelt had a saying...

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your concent. It's something I reflect on often... because I'm so good at making myself feel inferior... I think it's smoething you and I have in common.

justanotherzero January 14 2006, 05:59:29 UTC

connie.