Tuesday

[mijime666]

I am sorry I didn't get to talk on Friday, I just wasn't in the mood to get online. This weekend, I had alot of things planned, but my plans got screwed and I didn't really do anything....but that is ok right? There is always another time. After school today I have to take my temp test again, I passed once and they expired, then I had to take them

Comments

[zandertwo]

I'm sorry that I say things like that. I was really frustrated and restless that day. I just wished things could be the way they used to be! And I wish that you could be happier. It's not fair for you and I feel terrible seeing you sad.
How do I prefer to be? That's a good question. Sometimes I prefer to be sad and depressed and gloomy. So, I know how you feel. Sometimes it's just better that way. When I am that way, I am more quiet and reserved and I can think more. I like being alone like that, yet other times I don't. A lot of times I prefer to be happy and upbeat! Maybe I should find a solid ground and stay there.
Looking back on it, I sounded a lot like Lindy. Bleh. Well. I guess what I wanted to say was that I care about you a lot and that i want you to be content. I know it's hard, it's hard for me too.
I hope we can talk soon. I love you lots! Don't forget! And good luck on your tests!

[mijime666]

Thanks, I will admit as well, you did sound alot like Lindy which is not good....I like you as Allison. I understand you were fustrated that day, that is ok, I just thought you were mad at me though but I am glad we cleared that up.