I have this idea of you, as being hyperactive and talkative, the exact opposite of me. Talking and singing all the time, creating and never-stopping. I don't know if I got it right but whoever gave you that advice knows what they're talking about. Best advice I heard this year so far...
Actually, I'm not -really- hyperactive. Almost at all.
I do tend to talk interminably durring conversations, though. To be fair, I also carry on conversations with myself. Which probably isn't a GOOD thing...but oh, well.
I also sing at random moments.
So I guess I am something of an (apparent) extrovert.
What the person was really talking about was my personal life though. I've been on angst-ridden-overdrive for almost 4 months running now. DEFINITELY for 3 and a half, even more so since Nov. 8th. I'm just not doing myself any good.
calming down does help a lot. I get so panicked about the smallest thing. If you try and see the bigger picture, it helps to put things in perspective.
However, im never going to give up being easily amused. heeehee..
I always notice those stupid moments. and i never seem to be able to stop myself either... aaack!
Well, in this particular instance, it was something I'd been thinking about.
I'd like to think I helped someone else out. Then again, I have a marked tendancy to screw myself over a lot to help others out. So that's not necessarily a good thing.
I mean, it was something I'd considered. I attempted to put it off. It was rubbed in my face a lot....and I decided I should probably just go ahead with it. I simply don't like having doubts. Or rather, second guessing myself about stuff.
In this case, I shouldn't. I should just allow myself to have fun. Or at least to enjoy myself and offer others joy. But I'm stupid like that (that being looking at the bigger picture and consistently analysing everything to death at the same time).
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I do tend to talk interminably durring conversations, though. To be fair, I also carry on conversations with myself. Which probably isn't a GOOD thing...but oh, well.
I also sing at random moments.
So I guess I am something of an (apparent) extrovert.
What the person was really talking about was my personal life though. I've been on angst-ridden-overdrive for almost 4 months running now. DEFINITELY for 3 and a half, even more so since Nov. 8th. I'm just not doing myself any good.
Blah.
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However, im never going to give up being easily amused. heeehee..
I always notice those stupid moments. and i never seem to be able to stop myself either... aaack!
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I'd like to think I helped someone else out. Then again, I have a marked tendancy to screw myself over a lot to help others out. So that's not necessarily a good thing.
I mean, it was something I'd considered. I attempted to put it off. It was rubbed in my face a lot....and I decided I should probably just go ahead with it. I simply don't like having doubts. Or rather, second guessing myself about stuff.
In this case, I shouldn't. I should just allow myself to have fun. Or at least to enjoy myself and offer others joy. But I'm stupid like that (that being looking at the bigger picture and consistently analysing everything to death at the same time).
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