he thought I was hot.

[mijmeraar]

<3 I've been thinking about Jensen Ackles in my spare time, and trying to figure out why I'm being so silly about him getting married. It's not like with Jared who was all, SHOTGUN BEING YOUR HUSBAND, GEN, HA, I mean him and Daneel have been together a long time, they obviously love each other, I think all of that's great, right? Then someone

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[nightowl81]

Man, don't even tell me about cutting loose because I am SO not ready to do that. I discovered SPN only 1.5 year ago and it's been so damn intense for me since then! And these changes are going along with some big changes in my life and I hate it not only because I hate changes in general... I hate getting the feeling that it was too good to be true.

It's like, I'm accepting it but I'm not, you know? My mind stopped at the point where J2 live together XD I have nothing against either of the girls but I can't help being in some sort of denial. I'm trying to tell myself that nothing really changed - it's not like they were single before. They only made it official.
But it's not helping much.

So I have no idea how I'm going to survive when SPN is really over...

On the other hand though, it doesn't look like Js are going to drift apart that much. I mean, have you heard that Jared met J&D in NY? ;)

/rantrantrant

[mijmeraar]

Oh, there's no doubt in my mind that they love each other as much as they did back then, either. I mean that in a hetero way, too by the way, haha. CUCKOO. They are the most amazing duo, very few men are cmfortable with each other like that, bounce off each other the way they do, they're gorgeous.

I'm not going to talk anyone out of loving J2, curse the thought, I just think I neded to get that out, haha. I've been feeling saddened about it but I guess this makes me look at it in a more, fond way. I've had such a fun time in fandom, and keeping up with the Js ;)

[cantarina1]

You make me sorry to have missed the early days of the fandom! I always, always come into these things late, which might be why I'm actually turning an eye to the series previews this year.

I'll prompt you if you like, but fair warning that I won't be reposting. I have a track record of putting them up, taking prompts, and then never filling them, and life is hairy enough right now without that added bit of guilt!

[mijmeraar]

Oh man, I'm usually late to the party too. I think I had to make these grandiose statements because it has been one of hte few fandoms that I've been through when it was at it's height, and have been with it for so long. It's really important to me, in that way.

I really don't mind if you repost the meme. I'm not generally a tagger, so the re-posting rule doesn't really apply. If you'd like to prompt I'd love that :D

[cantarina1]

Actually, I think I can understand that. I suppose I did come into the Redwall fandom right at the tail end of its peak, so I got a taste of that, and then I stuck around and watched the whole thing unravel. It got quite painful before I finally moved on.

Do I want to prompt, as if I don't want someone writing fic for me! :P I'll head over shortly, though I think I know what it's going to be and it's cracky as all hell. Are crossovers, if they're both from your list of fandoms, okay?

[mijmeraar]

Haha, absolutely. I can't promise it will be at all good, but I love a challenge ;)

[jackien1968]

I would gladly ponder possible prompts for you, but I can't post in my journal offering to take prompts, that's what stopped me. Stealing a phrase from cantarina1 above me, "life is hairy." Let me know...

Going offline in a few minutes, probably for about a day-and-a-half...

J

[mijmeraar]

don't feel obliged to repost anything. I just thought it sounded fun and wanted to give it a go :D

[jackien1968]

'Kay, I'll see if I can think of anything.

J

[heartsonwings]

I get what you mean, it's sad but fandom has changed now Jared'n'Jensen aren't so much Jared'n'Jensen anymore :( I miss those days...

[mijmeraar]

Yeah, it's just different now. I'm sure they're just as good as mates but yo get the feeling, from teh show, and their lives and everything, that it's just time to move on. That's my view, anyway.

[siggen1]

Re: Jensen getting married (and also *snigger*, because I'm a child and still haven't gotten over the fact that he har a surname for a first name), I think I know partly how you feel. Of course you're allowed to be nostalgic and take some time to cut loose. Give it time.

On the guy-front, I hope you're not looking for advice, cause a situation like that is tough. It's... The heart feels what it will, you know? I'm thinking about you lots, though! <3

As far as prompts go, I can't repost because I don't have the time to write, and I have a nasty habit of leaving these things hanging as it is, so I felt it best to keep a low profile^^

[mijmeraar]

Haha, I really tried to explain the Jensen thing without sounding like a school girl, and I'm not sure it worked. I just, am a massive, massive fan girl. That's about the jist of it :D

thanks hon <3