before i say anything, i need to get this off my chest. okay, you told me i need to change. but how can i when you dont even give me the fucking tiem of day to me nice to me, or even talk to me? if you dont even do that, youll never know ive changed. just a thought. you should know who you are.

anyways. just came back from danis. it was me susan ( Read more... )

I had a blonde moment in global today.
Mr.Lewis: so where is cotton coming from?
me: SHEEP!
Mr.Lewis: who just said that?!?!
me: me. . i just had a blonde moment.
mk: did you just say u had a really big llama?!

yeah. im an idiot =]

anyhow im actually happy today which is surprising because me and linz have been having some very emo(ahh i know u guys ( Read more... )

today was fun. the senior citizen prom thingy. old people really scare me. like wow I dont like them lol. but oh well. they played me and lindseys wedding song "at last". . of course we danced to it haha =]

miracles the best person in the whole entire world. i love that girl to death!! <33 she is one of the best friends anyone could ask for.

i ( Read more... )

these past days have been filled with confusion and such. happy, mad, sad, confused etc. . is basically what i felt every day. but today. . i just had a sudden enlightenment. (of happiness of course)

i realized. . i dont even like you anymore. ive just become so infatuated with getting you to like me, b.c i cant stand it when i cant have something ( Read more... )

the most nerve wracking thing: auditions on thursday. now if theres one thing im REALLY not confident in, its my singing. i just idk. i know ive gotton better over time, but still. people will say "oh your good" but theres that few that say your nothing special that bother me. but w.e

any how, heres my song. its from wicked "im not that girl" its ( Read more... )

nothing too special lately. today mk came over which was really fun. thank good for her!! we talked a lot about some things, and just acted like idiots. our normal selves. nice to know you can act just the way you are around certain people, because they know that the way you are now is because of whats happened in the past. and she knows what ive ( Read more... )

danielle just left my house. ohh it was a fun filled time. riding in the car. just fun things. alex stevenson was over, and him and kyle kept beeping the horn when they were driving me and dani. haha that was funny. yeah, surprisingly we all get along together lol. we like attempted to play a game. uhmm, we never even started it thou haha. some  ( Read more... )

this isn`t going to be a very happy entry. hopefully the last of my sad entrys for a very long time

welll you know of course theres always drama followed by my actions. Emily, i`m sorry. I guess I shouldve known or thought about what i did at least. Because if that happened to me. . i noe how upset I would be. And I know saying sorry isnt going to ( Read more... )

this weekends been good. unexpecting. . yes.

friday went over missys at night. fun fun fun i had like random spurts of hyperness and i like ran into her desk. ouch. at like 10 payge came over and we finished our english project on date rape. . our scene is quite interesting. we just hung out. watched some videos (home ones) oh god. those were soo ( Read more... )

so i decided to pick a fight with matt since he is all anti bush. i shouldve known no good could have came out of this. .

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: kay!? KAY LOSER

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: L-O-S-E-R

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: short

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: loser

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: your just all like up my ass haha

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: ahh matthew meyer

wAt3rm3loNxcUtie: do not ( Read more... )