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[23:14] makeamoooooove: Do you wanna get together before I leave?
[23:14] nincloser***: when do you leave?
[23:15] makeamoooooove: January 2
[23:16] makeamoooooove: We don't have to if you don't want to.
[23:16] makeamoooooove: just figured i'd throw that out there
[23:16] nincloser***: we can
[23:16] makeamoooooove: Sounds like you're not terribly enthusiastic about it.
[23:17] nincloser***: i said yes to waiting for superman, but we both have weird schedules
[23:17] nincloser***: i'm going to be writing a paper tomorrow night also
[23:17] makeamoooooove: Yea but after I had to cancel that first time, you haven't seemed interested to doing anything else
[23:18] makeamoooooove: Iunno. Everytime we have a conversation, it always seems one-sided.
[23:18] nincloser***: we had conversations before they weren't one sided
[23:18] makeamoooooove: So you're saying that you still wanna be friends with me as much as I wanna be your friend?
[23:19] nincloser***: we both know that this wasn't working for the both of us
[23:20] makeamoooooove: How's so?
[23:20] nincloser***: we were arguing like crazy
[23:21] makeamoooooove: The only significant argument I can remember having is the one when I told Daniele off and you were mad for me telling her what she had told you.
[23:21] makeamoooooove: Everything else was minute
[23:21] nincloser***: it tends to build
[23:22] makeamoooooove: We're not in a relationship like boyfriend and girlfriend
[23:22] nincloser***: yea
[23:22] nincloser***: i know
[23:22] makeamoooooove: Stupid little fights between friends tend to blow over if you let them
[23:22] nincloser***: that may be for bf/gf
[23:23] makeamoooooove: Okay
[23:23] makeamoooooove: Hope things work out for you
I had this conversation in the middle of a crowded library. When it was over, I turned to Vitaly, put my head on his shoulder and started crying my eyes out. I knew since she started dating her current boyfriend that this would happen. Ever since the beginning of their relationship she's been distant towards me. But I know I can't blame it on him. I admit I fucked up the relationship a few times in the past but I really never thought it was bad enough to throw away 7 years of friendship over. Guess she didn't feel the same.
[23:14] nincloser***: when do you leave?
[23:15] makeamoooooove: January 2
[23:16] makeamoooooove: We don't have to if you don't want to.
[23:16] makeamoooooove: just figured i'd throw that out there
[23:16] nincloser***: we can
[23:16] makeamoooooove: Sounds like you're not terribly enthusiastic about it.
[23:17] nincloser***: i said yes to waiting for superman, but we both have weird schedules
[23:17] nincloser***: i'm going to be writing a paper tomorrow night also
[23:17] makeamoooooove: Yea but after I had to cancel that first time, you haven't seemed interested to doing anything else
[23:18] makeamoooooove: Iunno. Everytime we have a conversation, it always seems one-sided.
[23:18] nincloser***: we had conversations before they weren't one sided
[23:18] makeamoooooove: So you're saying that you still wanna be friends with me as much as I wanna be your friend?
[23:19] nincloser***: we both know that this wasn't working for the both of us
[23:20] makeamoooooove: How's so?
[23:20] nincloser***: we were arguing like crazy
[23:21] makeamoooooove: The only significant argument I can remember having is the one when I told Daniele off and you were mad for me telling her what she had told you.
[23:21] makeamoooooove: Everything else was minute
[23:21] nincloser***: it tends to build
[23:22] makeamoooooove: We're not in a relationship like boyfriend and girlfriend
[23:22] nincloser***: yea
[23:22] nincloser***: i know
[23:22] makeamoooooove: Stupid little fights between friends tend to blow over if you let them
[23:22] nincloser***: that may be for bf/gf
[23:23] makeamoooooove: Okay
[23:23] makeamoooooove: Hope things work out for you
I had this conversation in the middle of a crowded library. When it was over, I turned to Vitaly, put my head on his shoulder and started crying my eyes out. I knew since she started dating her current boyfriend that this would happen. Ever since the beginning of their relationship she's been distant towards me. But I know I can't blame it on him. I admit I fucked up the relationship a few times in the past but I really never thought it was bad enough to throw away 7 years of friendship over. Guess she didn't feel the same.