"I would have said yes." Fuck You. You're unbelievable. Questioning my motives, actions, and whereabouts daily as you played both of us. Telling me not to be scared or life will pass me by, clearly certain things in life need to be passed by. Thank you for the lesson, but i took much more away from our short conversation. Every time you lied ( Read more... )

I went to a funeral on friday for Danielle Steinberg. In the summer I had ran into her at Jamba Juice and had a short conversation with her. The last thing I said to her was "Even though you're in pajamas, you're cute." In her eulogy they said that she was living life to the fullest, i wish i could say the same. Fuck adolescents and everything ( Read more... )

I woke up today and realized summer passed in a haze of smoke. Unclear of many details of who, what, where, and when I begin to think and conclude, May is the last month I remember. Shocked and appalled I continue to think struggling to grab hold of any memories. I begin to question how i became friends with my friends, having no concrete ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep last night, how boring. I did burn myself super bad with hot wax from a candle that was lit for two hours. All of a sudden it just went out, I picked it up and tilted it. The scolding wax split on my hand and fore arm. In two hours a candle can melt a lot. I wrote my dad a letter last night and I don't remember what it was about ( Read more... )