I finally have a stereo in my car again. It feels good ( Read more... )

I'm not doing well with this one. It seems to give me this feeling that once you get into winter things aren't going to change. And I know that me and James managed to break up in winter, but we got the gears into motion when it was still fall. And its been just suddenly cold. Last week was nippy, and today it is COLD. I have this fear that ( Read more... )

My fingers are covered in paint and nailpolish. My apartment reeks. Like Nail polish. I'll probably wake up just high from the fumes. Can you? I found a use for those pieces of shelf I kept. I wish I had more. I'm gonna need to go get some squeeze tubes. maybe a brush. look through places for more surfaces to colour. its like paint by ( Read more... )

I hate uncertainty.

I am thankful ( Read more... )

Someday things just go. Not bad, not good. They just go ( Read more... )

I don't know quite where I am these days. I don't feel like I know why I am on the streets I am, sometimes I panic cause I'm not sure if I've missing something or should be somewhere. Its a weird sensation. And things aren't even that busy right now. Maybe thats the problem. Maybe things should be more packed and then I will know whats going ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days where you can't seem to make anyone happy? Just when you think you've got things figured out something else is a problem. Its so frustrating to go into work and feel like you're just gonna fuck it up again. And with that attitude you probably are. So many people are so eager to pick at the little things that you do, ( Read more... )

I'm not sure it will ever go away. I'm pretty sure that it will feel better when he's closer, or living here. He doesn't seem to think so. He thinks it'll be worse. I doubt it. I will feel better knowing that he isn't totally over me. Its not like he's gonna leave in the morning and by the afternoon I'll be sure that he's leaving me. I'm not ( Read more... )

I just wish I knew what was up. I feel so confused and lost. I don't know what changed. What did I say? Is it me? Is he busy? I am still on his team? Did he leave me at a gas station while I was in the bathroom ( Read more... )