The mask we have to wear to get through each and every day

. I don't know what I want to do .
My mind has become a inner struggle to understand myself, my surrounding, and everything that has happen.
I am beginning to see the world around me differently, I don't understand myself......

I feel selfish right now talking about myself, so that is all I have to say for now.

Time for change. I don't know if what I am doing is good or bad for me, but It has all started with giving up friendships with a few of my close friends. I am discovering that I hate the people I have been friends with for so long. I recently began to notice that I felt better about myself when I wasn't around all of them and all there self- ( Read more... )

I can't think very clear at the moment.
say what you want, but I had a very long day

I got a lot of I want to get off my chest, but my mind is still blank at the moment. As soon as I feel like I am able to get my thoughts together I am going to start updating again.

Kelsey Leigh Box 3-17-85 to 2-12-2005 R.I.P

I am not like everyone else. When I look around at the world, I see a different place, full of people that reminded me of each other. I hear the same stories being told by different people every where I go, I see the same thing in almost everyone. I'm giving up.. I made up my mind about it. It's been a long 23 years, and I don't care ( Read more... )

another birthday.

I keep thinking back, keep reflecting. I hate all that has happen. I wish everyone left me alone and let me go about my simple little business before everything feel apart. Now I don't know this for sure, but if I die years ago things would be better for a lot a people. I feel guilty just for being here. I have fuck up, and when I look ( Read more... )

"Great Below ( Read more... )