there's things going on that i can't seem to figure out.. things you want to find out so you can at least try to fix them and make things right.. because right now things arn't right, and it really gets me down.. i'm worried and just want things to be alright.. i really care.. i want things to be alright.. to be good like they should be.. and it ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot.. and I still don't know where I want to end up.. where I want to be.. I don't know any of that.. I don't know what would make me happy.. and.. I think I'm at the point where I should know.. I should have ideas.. I guess.. I guess.. I'm really afraid of growing old.. without a family.. childless without anyone.. and i think ( Read more... )

I havn't updated in a while.. so here we go ( Read more... )

yesterday was so crazy, it was Gina's 17th birthday so she threw a party at the Willowbrook Ballroom.. it was really really awesome!! we all met at Homer JHS, where.. like none of us went to school and we had cake in the parking lot.. it was "ghetto" as Gina put it, the cake was on a cooler, and we tried to light the candles with a cigarette ( Read more... )

do you ever get that feeling where you hope you're wrong? where you ( Read more... )

So anyways.. i think it would be cool to learn ebonics or supper ghetto ( Read more... )

well, i'm not sure whats going on.. i'm hoping its typical year-end stress because of finals, papers, tests, performances, and random unfortunate things.. i dunno.. one can only hope.. i'm not sure but i think it might be something else.. like in two weeks things won't be any better.. so.. i retract my former statement, one can worry as well as ( Read more... )

It has come to my attention that my journal entries are perhaps too lengthy for typical viewing convenience. I apologize greatly for any troubles this might have caused. However, since most of this journal stuff does not even matter, you (the viewers) probably do not care what is posted on this site. I am not ignorant to this fact, and I understand ( Read more... )

National Honor Society Elections for officers were today. I ran for ( Read more... )

Tonight was the last band concert for the year, it seemed.. uneventful ( Read more... )