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mike_norwell

Home?

Jul 31, 2005 10:47

"you know the point in your life when you realize the place you grew up in isn't your home any more. All a sudden even though you have a place to put all your shit, the idea of home is gone. Not when you move out, it sorta happens one day, it's gone like you can never get it back, like your home sick for a place that doesn't exsists.... maybe it' ( Read more... )

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califax August 1 2005, 05:23:41 UTC

all i can say is, what i'd do to help clear my mind after an experience like this, is not make the same mistakes. value your friends now, don't take them for granted and keep them as close to you as possible.

some of your friends are gems that you'll never meet anyone like them again and it's very important you treasure that. i'm sorry to read this entry but life goes on and you just gotta learn from shit like this.

ttyl bro, gimme a ring sometime

yeah mike_norwell August 1 2005, 14:55:11 UTC

i dunno, i havent really relayed it well. but it wasnt a really experience type thing. it just happened. And didn't really take them for granted cuz I need my space and to get away. There was crazyness going on. I had alot of crazy things going on before, that even you, the closest of my friends don't know about. But I know what you mean man, i know what cha mean. Just being home is a constant reminder of my past.

califax August 1 2005, 05:25:49 UTC

woops forgot to say in here, in case you don't read your myspace comments: listen to the new offspring song "can't repeat", cuz i think you'll be able to relate to it.

missy_fpc August 1 2005, 14:26:38 UTC

same thing happened to me...all my friends stayed in chicopee and i went to fpc...we drifted apart and i dont even talk to most of them anymore...so i totally get how you feel...yeah it sucks big time :-/ but we still have everyone at fpc so just keep those friends and dont lose them and you will be set for life :-)

hey buddy janieteebs August 2 2005, 16:08:53 UTC

I wish I really could tell you that things like that happen- that people come and go, that experiences happen, or they don't. That, we all grow apart, and that's the way its supposed to be. But, most times, we get these glimmers where we feel like a total shit stain about the whole thing- that this isn't how its supposed to be, but this is the way that we've let it become. Self-guilt and something close to lonliness, I think, are some of the worst things to feel. Especially when you get caught up thinking about those people you want to visit with, the ones who meant so much to you at some point, but it seems like such a task to sit down and relay the entire story over again since day one ( ... )