I think, maybe, just maybe, that everything is finally falling back in place. Everyone was talkin and a couple laughs escaped as well. I didn't work today... I had no ride... Meh but yea. Right now my sister is in here, talkin to her man on a cell fone, makin fun of me... I'm about to kill her... But yea, nothin exciting happened today really. I ( Read more... )

Well today was sucky as well. Everyone is bitter and still fightin. It really fuckin blows. I've jus been locked up in my room doin jack shit... But it's all good. I gotta work tomorrow. SO i'll have some fun and be able to do somethin besides listen to the bullshit goin on here. It better not be like this on my b-day too. That would suck to high ( Read more... )

Well... My good day, was more like a sinking sub, losing its air and drifting to darkness, nothingness. All the men could do was watch the others die... The main reason... Today, we celebrated my Moms 50th B-day... We got into a big fight and yea. Ive been in my room for about 4 hours now... 2 of them, I was crying... Fighting is not the way to ( Read more... )

Ahhh what a lovely day... The clouds are out, it's humid... What more could you ask for? A lot actually. But i'm not gonna let that spoil my day. I have off tomorrow and the day after. So im plannin on a nice easy day at work(prolly wont happen but yea...)and just hangin out. I'm drinkin some great coffee right now. Sweet with French Vanilla 1/2 & ( Read more... )

Today... WOW... I was in attitudes but wasnt in tp today. So that wasnt so bad. I was a lil bummed about not seeing Jackie but yea... I went on break and thats where the shit hit the fan... I went and found Jackie and got candy with her. Then we sat in the back of Looney Tunes. But when i went to see Amanda... Yea the probs started there...I keep ( Read more... )

I WAS FUCKIN IN TEEPEE AGAIN!!! I hate that place. And to make matters worse i didn't get to go on break until 2:05... I don't care about that. Fuck the break... Teepee blew tho... It was so BORING and ANNOYING. And I had a headache. But yea. I got to see Amanda (the shorter one) SRY AMANDA!!!<3333 She gave me a hug and told me to feel better, and ( Read more... )

Anger is part of my thoughts
Pain is part of life
Love was what I sought
But hate stabs like a knife
All they do is laugh
Laugh, point, and stare
Dreams are all I have
But in life I do despair
I lock myself in darkness
So no one will see the tears
All I wanted was bliss
Instead of this undying fear
They look at my outside
They look so quickly
They ( Read more... )

Today sucked... Major Nuts... I went over ~~~~~~~ house. She told me she wanted to hang out with me after our lil talk last night. So i did to be nice. I told a friend of mine how I really felt, and promised i wouldn't do what i didn't want to... I BROKE THE DAMN PROMISE!!! We didn't do much, but a little was way too much. I don't like her like ( Read more... )

Well. For the most part, my day was good. I was in Looney Tunes today and went to Heat Wave. That store is slow as shit too. I only made 36 bucks the whole day. Since it was so boring, I chilled in Sweet Treats which is connected to Heat Wave. I was eatin fudge and "crumbs"(broken chocolate pretzels and shit) So I gained like 5 million pounds today ( Read more... )

Well knowing the wierdo I am, on my day off where do i go? You guessed it!!! Work!!! But i was hanging with my sister and some of her friends(which are pretty kool). I saw Keri(one of my supervisiors from work that is kool)Said hi to her... I rented one of those q-bot thingys. It was for 3 people and woulda costed 40 bucks. BUT!!! To my surprise, I ( Read more... )