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[mikebrin]

Well now i know why I dont drink? Nope I didnt puke or get violant or make and ass of my self. I did something my sober self would never do. I told someone who i really care for how i felt. Weird i have taught myself that is the unsafe thing to do. Rather then letting someone know how you feel it is better to hold it and and never take the chance.

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[brieannlyn]

This, this is an entry I'll put in my memories.

I think you should read this when sober, and then contemplate how bad drugs truly are. Do you still think they are a substitute, or did the alcohol help you put some things in perspective enough to have the forwardness to say them to me? I hope you adhere to the latter and see where I am coming from.

All told, you're a wonderful person and I'm happy I met you through someone else, and that you told me what you did, even if it was months or years late. :-)

[mikebrin]

I'm not sure it really gave me the prospective to do it. I think it was more along the lines of it took down my mental barrier/fears and allowed me to speak how I feel and not what I think I should say.

All and all it was probably a good thing. I still don't like to see people I like doing drugs mostly because I care about them and don't want them to get hurt.

When I say drugs I exclude mj and alcohol.

[brieannlyn]

That response was a long time coming, but it was worth it.

I drink a lot more often now, and enjoy it a lot more. =D