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mikeido

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Apr 26, 2006 12:36

Busyness here, blahness there. This is only really mainly a note as to say we're moving tomorrow. Again. Though that was understood as this place is temporary, and this will be the last time. Nice big place, I'm told, I haven't been to see yet as I figured we'll be living there soon anyway so I'll get used to seeing it then, hehe. Much better place ( Read more... )

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2584 April 26 2006, 11:55:13 UTC

It seems Naru was wrong. Though she was damn convinceing. But, people really worry about you. We all thought you had forsaken us, me especially. All this on the verge of deadness and then show up to emit a life ping to let people know that your still alive business. Tis very confusing. I was starting to hate you a little you know. But it seems that it was if anything misplaced.

And inclusive of thinking you were completely lost. Man you got to say more and do it more often so people don't start thinking your all comsumed by WoWness.

mikeido April 26 2006, 12:05:34 UTC

Bleh by all means hate me, I half expect and get the feeling of it now and then at this point, which is what keeps pushing me out again. It hasn't really been WoW, as much as it's a distraction an all, as it has just getting away from everything, as I've said in a confusing manner now and then. But yeah, the feel of people being pissed off when I show up agains what's hindered it and Naru, for one, past the initial grievance of my dissapearing was still kinda mad at any feeling I had over her life at this time and told me it wasn't my place, as such, which didn't help. An then you were all grr argh over my being floaty and boring as usual, whether you remember, I often didn't say much, hehe. That and at this point, considering what you've been through, I do feel bad or awquard about being on AIM since you're not supposed to o.o hehe, ignore anything we've said in the past about never noticing and such, with all this monitoring and such, I just feel less secure about chancing it for your safety. *hugz*

captainesc April 26 2006, 18:04:47 UTC

Hey again, Mike. :p Thanks for the well-wishes.

I'm not gonna throw anything at you, but I do have some thoughts on your absence. Now, I understand you needing to take off for a bit if you feel it and while we don't need you to tell us how to breathe (most of the time), as your friends we do miss you. You've known some of us for years.

As I said, I'm okay with the absence (though I still demand check-ins now and then), but then I consider Naru. It's your own life, with your own decisions, but there are reprucussions to them, and whatever bad went on between you guys, I don't think it was worth this. It's just--it's aggravating when everyone who tells her she can always count on them turns out to be unable to follow through with that.

But again, your life and decisions. You're still my friend. Good luck with the move.

mikeido April 27 2006, 02:13:16 UTC

Yeah... an I never intended it to be this way, I don't like being that absent or seemingly uncaring, just, I guess for who I tried to be, I said and felt that more than I was supposed to and things didn't work out so it kinda left me behind, even know with unintended repercussions, which is my fault in the first place. An course that only loops back to make me feel worse and more distant. One o' them viscious cicle things, hehe.

But thanks... you know your thoughts mean alot, an I'll have about a week to ponder them among other things which is fine. Move's so far so good but then it's only 3am and I really can't sit like this now that the desk is dismantled x.X

GO SLEEP!! :p

hakumei_naru May 14 2006, 22:16:31 UTC

I'd just like to say that because of recent events that I don't have to tell you about, my patience runs dry very quickly and I have even lest trust for people than I had before...which basically means I have near zero trust ( ... )

captainesc January 20 2007, 15:43:37 UTC

Hey Mike, I don't know if you get E-mail notifications of your LJ... or if you're even alive... HINT HINT. >=(

captainesc January 20 2007, 15:44:27 UTC

(The hint is, let me know if you're alive. *cough*)

mikeido January 22 2007, 11:14:34 UTC

Y'er lucky it does send emails then, ain't ye?

An pfft, we all know you're checking to make sure I'm dead so you can commence your plan for world domination. You wouldn't have thast face if you weren't and I was actually dead, would ye?

Probably won't log into account from my e-mail message sender either, will it? Conspiracy desu.

captainesc January 22 2007, 15:42:05 UTC

Yes, lucky me ^_^.

Also: YAAAAAY YOU'RE ALIVE!!!!

I don't know how your internet and time are these days Mike, but some of us would really love an update. We miss you and are concerned, as well as curious and hungry. The hunger doesn't have much to do with you, but it could. Oh, it could.