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Life is great! Its crazy how things in like come back full circle.. A really old friend from 6th grade got in touch with me on myspace last week.. She was my g/f in 6th grade, my first "date",and my first kiss haha.. I saw her abouyt 5 years ago when I was in the hospital but I left before we could exchange numbers... Its pretty cool that she found ( Read more... )

Well they arent putting me on the transplant list. Oh well, i go back in a couple months. Anyways, i want a roomate. Im tired of living alone and i need a roomate who can help me out. The problem is i dont want to live with a guy and all the girls i know are anoying haha two things the girls have to have in common with me is they have a sarcastic ( Read more... )

I'm going to G'ville this week for the billionth evaluation.. I some how talked my dad into going wth me.. It will be nice cause he hasn't gotten involved at all since this whole thing started a couple years ago.. So maybe he'll understand a little of what this whole Lung Transplant thing means ( Read more... )

Im back from vero beach.. It was really nice seeing everyone.. I felt like shit most of the time though.. I tried to hide it cause I dont want people to feel sorry for me, or see me struggling. But I think people could see how I really felt.. I spent alot of time in my room trying to sleep.. One of the days were really rough on my and I cried for ( Read more... )

Hmmm .. So if anything is going to happen.. I'll usually find a way for it to happen ( Read more... )

You know what makes me laugh about myspace or any of these journal sites.. People that tell you they "love you" and have never met you or will never meet you in your life.. They only know you on a computer based on what you write.. When the fact is they dont really know you at all.. And they don't really know what love is.. love is the most over ( Read more... )

Today is a day where all I can do is look forward to tommorow ( Read more... )

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I swear Im going crazy.. They woke my ass up again at 3am to do a breathing treatment and take my blood sugars.. Its bad enough I cant fall asleep until 2am as it is.. Than they wake my ass up.. Than I have to try to fall asleep all over.. And when I finally do, guess what.. they wake my ass up again at 7am when the nurses change so they can do an ( Read more... )