oyyyy fuckin parents!!! my dad comes home today.. and i had just finished crying cuz my day is SHITTY!.. and he tells me that i have to go up on the freakin roof and clean the gutters.. and i didnt say anything.. i was sad.. i didnt wanna talk to him, and i was like "ok..." and then he was like "i'll come get u when im ready." ok.... and he kept ( Read more... )

UHHHH!!! ok..so now my dad is sayin mike can come over after 2.. and he'll take him home like 7ish. but noooo mike can't.. his mom said 2 is too late in the day.. wtf is up with that? thats fuckin retarded! seriously. he's not a little freakin kid anymore. there always has to be something that gets in the way.. just like last time =(

i feel like fuckin shit and i hate myself so freakin much right now.. mike makes me feel like shit at school.. and i feel like no one to him. and that doesn't make me feel all that great. cuz it ruins the day and i can't be happy.. and everyone freakin pisses me the HELL OFF! I DONT FREAKIN GET TO TALK TO HIM AT SCHOOL.. AND WHAT NOW? NOW I CANT ( Read more... )

wanna know what the crappiest feeling in the world is??? when ur bf.. won't like.. treat u like his gf at school... it SUCKS! i dont even get talked to and i get stupid little hugs... and didn't get any today or yesterday.. and he was a freakin cranky bitch all day.. cuz he only got 2 hours of sleep.. not anyone else's problem!!! and hopefully my ( Read more... )

i love this boy so fuckin much!! <3 forever?

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ARGH!! i need mike before i freakin breakdown. im like depressed/sad whatever the fuck my emotions are.. i just want to see him, i want to know that everything is ok. honeslty... idk anymore. it just doesn't seem the same anymore. i mean... he chose to hang with his friends for the weekend over me.. i mean. no i don't have a problem with that. he ( Read more... )

didn't get to talk to mike today =( sad i know. hopefully my parents will let him come over friday.. and if not. grr then i have to wait till monday to see him. lolz. ok so work was kinda pathetic.. lame ass mo-fo's haha. it was boring and blah. nothing interesting happened. didnt really get pissed except for once when mischel flipped on me.. and ( Read more... )

grrrr why is it so small?!!!!


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wahoo.. a new mother fuckin livejournal!! i dont wanna look at me other ones lol.. cuz theres shit about past boyfriends. and yah.. i dont need any reminders. lol ( Read more... )