and thats the worst part.

Go away from my window ( Read more... )

i saw a picture of you today from halloween ( Read more... )

id like to thank everyone who sent me some obligatory holiday greeting yesterday.

i dont see you or speak to you regularly....what was the point? trying to re-kindle some bond we had x amount of years ago?

truth be told:

if even half of the people who know me knew any one of my secrets...itd seriously jeopardize my friendship with them.

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i wonder what youre doing and i wonder how you are...but the more i think about it...the more it makes me sick....maybe because its your not even thinking about me...thats what hurts me the most ( Read more... )

to give explanations is to essentiallly manipulate.in so many words im everything you think im not.including self depreciatve.alot of my actions mimic that of some late night tv drama...but...without the drama...all the drinking and all the pointless sex.

ill continue with my self destruction.

one day at a time.

big plans in the making.

yeah...when i cant sleep...i walk around my neighborhood in my pajamas with a camera and my ipod.

wandering around the dark like a fucking sycophant.

wow...what a fucked up weekend