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hey.. im sad right now.. concert in 47 hours and 55 min according to jason.. im sad because sarah's sad.. she wont tell me why but she will when/if she wants to, i guess ill just wait.. w.e.. the concert is going to be pretty awkward kat is in love with jason, jason likes sarah, sarah likes me, i like sarah, and if jon still goes well he loves kat ( Read more... )

hey hey hey, im not grounded anymore! well uh i was grounded til sunday.. but on saturday i went over to pats for the 2 hours i was allowed outside. then sunday was rapids with j-bear russo and pat. i got so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 sunburnt because im the whitest white boy ever but w.e there were these 2 chicks and we were on the klittle swing on the ( Read more... )

i left off on sunday, sunday i woke up at 11 and went skating, sarah d. jon and akt met up with us in weston, but only for like 10 minutes :( but yeah they left and so did we and then me ian brenden and johnny were stuck w.o. a ride so brenden called his bro and i met up with sarah d. and kat at jasons and we went to sarahs house and hung out there ( Read more... )

grounded for a week, but ill sneak on when i can get away with it

well yesterday and today were, well i d say they were alright but they werent really, they were just kindof there, well, not today but yetserday was just kinda there.. yeah. yesterday, hung out all day, skated and stuff, at night went to the oasis, hung with briana and lisa a little, mostly with pat and russo the whole time. brenden slept over. ( Read more... )

well today pretty much went how i expected, i was all quiet n stuff, lots of ppl said theyre sorry, lots of hugs. last night cheryl was all like i feel as bad as u do, but obviously she was fine seeing how she was alughing and playing around with everyone and she acted like nothing happened between us or anything, like everything was the same. when ( Read more... )

Damn it! im never going to get over this. i dont think ill date for at least like a year or something like that now.... seriously cheryl you asay that you feel just as bad as i do, well actually you have no idea of how horrible i feel right now...i love you
Later

oh by the way if im all like quiet and stuff tomorrow yeah youll know why.. i duno how im oging to get through the day tomorrow, cuz i promised cheryl id still sit with them.. w.e. im going to go die now, not literally but you get what i mean, bye.......

...wow i feel really really really terrible right now, like there's no point for me to do anything but sit here and eat or something like that.. *sigh* i think this is the worst iv probably felt in my life.. well i cant remember ALL the times ive felt bad but this is definetly one of the worst feelings ive ever had.. it sucks.. damn it my leg ( Read more... )