all those things i never told you. stories you promised for when i was older. i never knew you liked crepes.

i wanted my first tattoo to be from you. i told arlo that, new years eve day. we walked and got donuts.

you were planning ahead. for new york. for chicago. for a road trip. to do something next time.

there's nothing that can fix this. ill never wake up and find it was just a bad dream. it's real. too real.

ill never have her to hold me while i cry again. i never texted her happy new years.

the last time i was at her house, i cried alone in my bed. i wondered if i should've asked her for a hug but i didn't want to be a bother.

it wont stay this way. it will go back to the way it was before. just worse ( Read more... )

all those things you'll never see. my first song. my first concert. my wedding. my graduation. my transition ( Read more... )

merry christmas. happy new year. im sorry i barely texted, or called, i promise i love you. i love spending time with you. everytime i cried alone i wish you were there to call on. to say i need you, and have you come. for you to not understand how i feel but for it to be okay ( Read more... )

"a parasite in love with his host. what a joke."

i love when rin goes =w=

the horrors and tnc

i am filled with thoughts of shiki. i know him not but. I Do.

can you see me? its the dust on everything. can you smell me? im gasoline. can you hear me? its your ears ringing ( Read more... )