[Fic] Kame's Journal Entry
Title: Kame's journal entry
Rating: G
Genre: ANGST!
Pairing: Akame, JinxOC
Warning: UN-BETA'ED
Disclaimer: oh c'mon! Do i really have to do this? I don't own them!
A/n: hey! It's been a long time since i wrote! Please forgive me for writing this fic! It sucks! It's just a spur of the moment...
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Journal entry #23
Hey! It's been a long time since i wrote here. The reason I'm writing today is...
*flashback*
Jin's Dressing Room...
"Jin! Stop it!"
"Sorry Babe, no can do!"
Jin continues kissing her when Kame walked in.
"Uhm... Sorry I just needed to get something."
He didn't look at the scene in front of him. The couple sprawled in the couch and Jin was on the of the girl, ready to devour her.
"It's okay, Kame-chan!"
"Thanks, Risa-chan."
Kame walked out of the room then closed the door and the couple resumed with their previous task.
Kame looked back.
He was mine...
He thought sadly.
*end of flashback
I saw them. He was so happy. He looks like he's with someone who really loves him. Risa loves him too.
It's funny. Anyone can see through my stupid façade except him. He can't see how much I suffer without him. But it was my choice now, isn't it? I chose my career...
I was scared. I thought my career was all I have. But i didn't realize I had everything when I had him. I was too selfish to see that.
Everytime I remember the times when we were together, the times when there was an us, I am envious of her. She has my whole world in the palm of hands.
He found someone new. I know i should do the same. I know... He's long gone and moved on.
But... There're still scars from yesterday. I'm still not used to saying me... Instead of us. I still cant stand seeing him so close to her.
I know that in order to move on... I have to want it to... I have to get real! But every part of me, even my brain, refuses to.
It's seems like... Every part of me wants to be with him.
Jin deserves her. She knew about us... But she accepted Jin. She loved him even if he was in a relationship with a man. She even became my friend.
I promised myself I won't regret it. But I do...
I promised myself I won't miss him. But i do...
I promised myself I will live without him. But I can't...
I wish he would just turn around... Turn around and see me cry... But you won't...
I'm a wreck! I need him... I need him so bad!
Well, it's too late now...
All i can do is...
Live in a fantasy that I'm in Risa-chan's position... That Jin is still mine... Because reality hurts too much...
K.K.
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Owari!
A/n2: hi! So... I know i said i hate ripping them apart... But i feel angsty okay! Please don't throw bricks at me! This is written because i can't sleep and then i pictured that scenario and i just can't abandon the plot! Sorry!
Rating: G
Genre: ANGST!
Pairing: Akame, JinxOC
Warning: UN-BETA'ED
Disclaimer: oh c'mon! Do i really have to do this? I don't own them!
A/n: hey! It's been a long time since i wrote! Please forgive me for writing this fic! It sucks! It's just a spur of the moment...
»»»»»»»»»
Journal entry #23
Hey! It's been a long time since i wrote here. The reason I'm writing today is...
*flashback*
Jin's Dressing Room...
"Jin! Stop it!"
"Sorry Babe, no can do!"
Jin continues kissing her when Kame walked in.
"Uhm... Sorry I just needed to get something."
He didn't look at the scene in front of him. The couple sprawled in the couch and Jin was on the of the girl, ready to devour her.
"It's okay, Kame-chan!"
"Thanks, Risa-chan."
Kame walked out of the room then closed the door and the couple resumed with their previous task.
Kame looked back.
He was mine...
He thought sadly.
*end of flashback
I saw them. He was so happy. He looks like he's with someone who really loves him. Risa loves him too.
It's funny. Anyone can see through my stupid façade except him. He can't see how much I suffer without him. But it was my choice now, isn't it? I chose my career...
I was scared. I thought my career was all I have. But i didn't realize I had everything when I had him. I was too selfish to see that.
Everytime I remember the times when we were together, the times when there was an us, I am envious of her. She has my whole world in the palm of hands.
He found someone new. I know i should do the same. I know... He's long gone and moved on.
But... There're still scars from yesterday. I'm still not used to saying me... Instead of us. I still cant stand seeing him so close to her.
I know that in order to move on... I have to want it to... I have to get real! But every part of me, even my brain, refuses to.
It's seems like... Every part of me wants to be with him.
Jin deserves her. She knew about us... But she accepted Jin. She loved him even if he was in a relationship with a man. She even became my friend.
I promised myself I won't regret it. But I do...
I promised myself I won't miss him. But i do...
I promised myself I will live without him. But I can't...
I wish he would just turn around... Turn around and see me cry... But you won't...
I'm a wreck! I need him... I need him so bad!
Well, it's too late now...
All i can do is...
Live in a fantasy that I'm in Risa-chan's position... That Jin is still mine... Because reality hurts too much...
K.K.
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Owari!
A/n2: hi! So... I know i said i hate ripping them apart... But i feel angsty okay! Please don't throw bricks at me! This is written because i can't sleep and then i pictured that scenario and i just can't abandon the plot! Sorry!