Char kuey teow
I can't afford to break down now. I have to keep on going and practicing and striving and wtvr else.Everything's going haywire and I loathe the cold atmosphere here, figuratively. I tried putting away my selfishness but something else happened -_- Is there no end to this?
GO AINIL GO AINIL!
Sometimes, optimism isn't good. It might be a nightmare even. Had a chat with S and god knows how pressuring it is to talk to him. He thinks he's helping , but truthfully, he brought me down another level. No thank you , buddy -_-
And wow, someone's ego's terribly huge. 'Congratulations' on the cash. I don't care, pal. I'd be jealous if it wasn't you, but it is. And looky, I don't give a damn . I wished I got straight As so that I could get a new phone. Too bad. Hahaha :) I don't plan to ask. I don't want anything. I'm relieved you know. I've never been prouder before. I mean, the difference between you and me is despite the As, I'm a better person. ENOUGH YO. I'M GOOD. SO GOOD !
I have yet to 'celebrate' my little accomplishment (SPM). Plan to do so with a scoop or two of Baskin Robbins with M. We've been through chaos but I'm more fortunate then her, and she's stronger D: Once I polish my driving skills, and parking skills, I'll drive to the mall :) OMG, she's like my BFF --____-- thank you for putting up with my poop. You're the best.
p/s: I hate growing up. Kids mature. Kids become teenagers. Kids rebel. Parents grow old. Parents grow sensitive. Kids graduate. Kids have different perspectives. All in all, arguments happen. And that's the worst part.
I hurt my parents. I hate myself for that. Things are hard for them too. Dear Ainil, you dumbass -_- And sister's trying to console me too. And what did I do? I pushed her away. Dear Ainil, you dumbass -_- I needed time to think and I've decided what to do. So now, good luck to me. I have to pick up the pieces. How? I have no clue :(
Terribly emotional before but the phase is over.
WORK HARD ANEL. I LAB YOU . ( okay, I lab maiselp ) . Hm
Life's hard on this family of mine. Except my brother maybe. Damned Xbox .
And to clarify, I'm not sad over my results, dudes . Ish. *mad face*
GO AINIL GO AINIL!
Sometimes, optimism isn't good. It might be a nightmare even. Had a chat with S and god knows how pressuring it is to talk to him. He thinks he's helping , but truthfully, he brought me down another level. No thank you , buddy -_-
And wow, someone's ego's terribly huge. 'Congratulations' on the cash. I don't care, pal. I'd be jealous if it wasn't you, but it is. And looky, I don't give a damn . I wished I got straight As so that I could get a new phone. Too bad. Hahaha :) I don't plan to ask. I don't want anything. I'm relieved you know. I've never been prouder before. I mean, the difference between you and me is despite the As, I'm a better person. ENOUGH YO. I'M GOOD. SO GOOD !
I have yet to 'celebrate' my little accomplishment (SPM). Plan to do so with a scoop or two of Baskin Robbins with M. We've been through chaos but I'm more fortunate then her, and she's stronger D: Once I polish my driving skills, and parking skills, I'll drive to the mall :) OMG, she's like my BFF --____-- thank you for putting up with my poop. You're the best.
p/s: I hate growing up. Kids mature. Kids become teenagers. Kids rebel. Parents grow old. Parents grow sensitive. Kids graduate. Kids have different perspectives. All in all, arguments happen. And that's the worst part.
I hurt my parents. I hate myself for that. Things are hard for them too. Dear Ainil, you dumbass -_- And sister's trying to console me too. And what did I do? I pushed her away. Dear Ainil, you dumbass -_- I needed time to think and I've decided what to do. So now, good luck to me. I have to pick up the pieces. How? I have no clue :(
Terribly emotional before but the phase is over.
WORK HARD ANEL. I LAB YOU . ( okay, I lab maiselp ) . Hm
Life's hard on this family of mine. Except my brother maybe. Damned Xbox .
And to clarify, I'm not sad over my results, dudes . Ish. *mad face*