The heart's story.
Landed from Melbourne last Sunday.
Got an envelope. Got several phone calls previously.
1) Malaysian Airports Berhad (MAB) interview this Thursday. I'm scared beyond words, the pressure is killing me. You cannot imagine how many people are called. And only 4 will be sent overseas. Whilst the remaining ones, if triumph, will be sponsored for local universities.
2) Secured a scholarship to USA. Desired country was Australia as that was what Accounting offered. Shocked. Still shocked actually. I don't know what to feel. This then will lead to me joining UNITEN in Kajang.
OUT OF THE BLUE, I seriously did not see these coming. For a fact , my heart dropped twice. MAB's too shocking, and news #2 is too surprising. Same definition, I know. Felt like only yesterday I faced the hardship. Crying and whatnot. Only Allah knows how much pain I went through. And now, this? Alhamdulillah, I am so grateful. Still can't believe it.
Friends were overly excited and encouraged (still encouraging) me. I feel their genuine love. And and and you cannot fathom the amount of sweetness they provide me. Thank you all. Thanks to family too. Secretly, I am happy for the delightful news = I'm happy for my mom. You cannot imagine how much pain we've been through. The process of deciding what course should I take, and ..... the past.
Just okay, one word : ALHAMDULILLAH :')
Usually, my tear ducts would work by now but nothing. I think I gained strength
.
For now, unless I get over with the interview I will remain restless.
Got an envelope. Got several phone calls previously.
1) Malaysian Airports Berhad (MAB) interview this Thursday. I'm scared beyond words, the pressure is killing me. You cannot imagine how many people are called. And only 4 will be sent overseas. Whilst the remaining ones, if triumph, will be sponsored for local universities.
2) Secured a scholarship to USA. Desired country was Australia as that was what Accounting offered. Shocked. Still shocked actually. I don't know what to feel. This then will lead to me joining UNITEN in Kajang.
OUT OF THE BLUE, I seriously did not see these coming. For a fact , my heart dropped twice. MAB's too shocking, and news #2 is too surprising. Same definition, I know. Felt like only yesterday I faced the hardship. Crying and whatnot. Only Allah knows how much pain I went through. And now, this? Alhamdulillah, I am so grateful. Still can't believe it.
Friends were overly excited and encouraged (still encouraging) me. I feel their genuine love. And and and you cannot fathom the amount of sweetness they provide me. Thank you all. Thanks to family too. Secretly, I am happy for the delightful news = I'm happy for my mom. You cannot imagine how much pain we've been through. The process of deciding what course should I take, and ..... the past.
Just okay, one word : ALHAMDULILLAH :')
Usually, my tear ducts would work by now but nothing. I think I gained strength
.
For now, unless I get over with the interview I will remain restless.