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NYC!!
Yesterday I actually went to NYC for the first time in my life! It was great! I'd like to say that I made 12 new, wonderful friends (of the others that went), but that would be over exaggerating. Nice people, but I'll probably never see most of them again, except for Jen, who I spent the whole day with. So anyway, we left at 6:15am from here and ( Read more... ) -
Why?
Why do I have so much difficulty taking care of my self? I feel guilty for not going to one class so I can rest and hopefully feel a little better for some of the more important things I have to do today... that I don't really even want to do. I feel so helpless today... I couldn't even find my professors e-mail address so I could tell him I'm not ( Read more... ) -
Quote of the Day:
"REMEMBER: PRACTICE MAKES... PRACTICE."
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Jealousy Kills....
I hear more and more people talk about their 'long-disance' relationships and almost want to laugh at how they only see each other every other weekend. I'm jealous of them... If I had that, I just might be able to hold together better than I am... Right now I just want to lie in bed and cry and cry... But it won't get me anywhere. I almost want to ( Read more... ) -
Too Many Questions, Not Enough Answers
What am I doing wrong? I honestly don't know anymore.... I feel like I've tried everything to correct my mistakes, but still I am told I am wrong. Is it a lack of passion and enjoyment? I love what I do; I love to play; but is what I hve not enough? Or maybe a lack of self-motivation? I practiced two hours today before my lesson, felt prepared, and ( Read more... )
