Pain, that familiar feeling.

[mikmonkey]

Every day someone throws at me another feeling, giving me highs and lows that generally only a drug addict ever gets the pleasure to experience. My soul is being torn apart by conflicting forces, one pulling me towards one way, the other dragging me down the abyss. Its becoming an empty spiral of hate and misery, where animosity is the dish that is

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[amazonofthesky]

Hey, I fixed yer journal settings and added an avatar. Do yew like?

it's tay

[anonymous]

wow... i'm both thoroughly impressed by your well thought out words and saddened that you feel this way mikie. I wish i could take away more of your pain and sadness. so much happens to you honey that shouldn't. you're an amazing soul and an equally amazing being and you know i'm always here if you need me. i wish i could make you smile more than i do, but i am glad that you're alive and at least trying to stay that way. when i get back from antony's maybe we can hang out, spend a day together like we did that one day. that was very nice. i miss you honey. *MuaH*

love you mike,
Tay